歌手： 藍井エイル
配信/発売日：2023/12/31
作詞：GA-HA-
作曲：GA-HA-
誰かに信じて欲しいと願っているくせして
誰かを信じることはいつも怖くて出来なくて
いつだって目に映るもの白黒にした
怖かった
見透かされそうな心
必死に隠していた
続く言い訳には
ここでサヨナラして
行こう 行こう 行こう
手触りのあるあの世界へ
怖いから目を逸らして
いつもそうして逃げてきた
誰かの人生を生きるのはもうやめだ
守るものがあるから
本当の気持ち曝け出すよ
哀れでいい 笑えばいい
それでも諦めない 歪なままで
今を駆け抜ける
青く青く
良い子だと言われていたくていつも本音を隠して
誰かは指差し八方美人だって嘲笑っていたよ
嫌われないようなやり方をいつも探していた
違ったんだ 今なら少しわかる
“方法”じゃないって事
生きることとは何？
自分らしさとは何？
行こう 行こう 行こう
この世界は解けないことばかり
手探りで見つけるんだ
僕だけが持つ物語
誰かに任せて
生きるのはもうやめだ
泣き虫なまま今も
「此処にいるよ」って伝えるんだ
孤独だって 弱さだって
力に変えていく
無様で良いから
今を駆け抜ける
青く青く
溢れ出すこの涙は
逃げてきた分の涙なんだ
自分を騙して生きてきた証拠だろ
何を見て何を知って
ここに辿り着いたのだろう？
変えたいんでしょ？ 違うんでしょ？
気付き始めてる
細胞の奥で
怖いから目を逸らして
いつもそうして逃げてきた
誰かの人生を生きるのはもうやめだ
守るものがあるから
本当の気持ち曝け出すよ
哀れでいい 笑えばいい
それでも諦めない 歪なままで
今を駆け抜ける
青く青く
dare ka ni sin zi te ho sii to
nega xtu te iru kuse si te
dare ka wo sin ziru koto ha
itumo kowa kuxtu te deki naku te
itu datte me ni utu ru mono
sirokuro ni si ta kowa kaxtu ta
misu kasa re sou na kokoro
hissi ni kaku si te i ta
tuzu ku i i wake ni ha
koko de sayonara si te
i ko u i ko u i ko u
tezawa ri no aru ano sekai he
kowa i kara me wo sorasi te
itumo sou si te ni ge te ki ta
dare ka no zinsei wo
i kiru no ha mou yame ta
mamo ru mono ga aru kara
hontou no kimo ti sarake da su yo
awa re de ii wara e ba ii
sore demo akira me nai ibitu na mama de
ima wo ka ke nu keru ao ku ao ku
ii ko da to i wa re te i taku te
itumo honne wo kaku si te
dare ka wo yubi sasi
happoubizin datte wara xtu te i ta yo
kira wa re nai you na yari kata wo
itumo saga si te i ta tiga xtu ta n da
ima nara suko si wa karu
houhou zya nai tte koto
i kiru koto to ha nani ？
zibun rasi sa to ha nani ？
i ko u i ko u i ko u
kono sekai ha to ke nai koto bakari
tesagu ri de mi tukeru n da
boku dake ga mo tu monogatari
dare ka ni maka se te
i kiru no ha mou yame ta
na ki musi ha mada ima mo
koko ni iru yoxtu te tuta eru n da
kodoku da tte
yowa sa datte tikara ni ka e te iku
buzama de ii kara
ima wo ka ke nu keru ao ku ao ku
ahu re da su kono namida ha
ni ge te ki ta bun no namida na n da
zibun wo dama si te
i ki te ki ta syouko daro u
nani wo mi te nani wo si te
koko ni tadori tu i ta no daro u
ka e tai n desyo tiga u n desyo
ki zuki hazi me teru saibou no oku de
kowa i kara me wo sorasi te
itumo sou si te ni ge te ki ta
dare ka no zinsei wo
i kiru no ha mou yame ta
mamo ru mono ga aru kara
hontou no kimo ti sarake da su yo
awa re de ii wara e ba ii
sore demo akira me nai ibitu na mama de
ima wo ka ke nu keru ao ku ao ku
Said he wanted someone to believe him.
Obviously it is hope.
Believe that someone is
I'm always afraid and I can't do it.
Things that are always visible.
It's terrible to make it black and white.
A heart that is about to be seen through
Hiding desperately
The next excuse is
See you here.
Let's go, let's go, let's go
Go to the world that you touch.
Look away because you are afraid.
Always escape like that.
Make sb's life
I don't live anymore.
Because there's something to protect
Show your true feelings.
Just a poor smile.
Nevertheless, the distortion of not giving up.
Flying in the present blue sky
Because I want to be said to be a good boy.
Always hiding the truth
Point at sb.
Beauty from all directions is also laughing.
Take an approach that is not annoying.
What I've been looking for is not.
Now I'm a little clear
Which means it's not a method.
What is living?
What is self?
Let's go, let's go, let's go
The world is full of unsolvable things.
Grope for it
Only my story.
Give it to someone else
I don't live anymore.
Cry baby is still there.
Tell him you're here
Say it's loneliness
Even weakness can be transformed into strength.
it's not a big deal
Flying in the present blue sky
The overflow of tears
These are the tears that escaped.
Deceive oneself
It's living evidence, right?
Do what you see.
Is it here?
You want to change, don't you?
Deep in the cells that you began to notice
Look away because you are afraid.
Always escape like that.
Make sb's life
I don't live anymore.
Because there's something to protect
Show your true feelings.
Just a poor smile.
Nevertheless, the distortion of not giving up.
Flying in the present blue sky