Karin. – 僕だけの戦争 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

僕だけの戦争だ
明日もわかっちゃいない
僕のことをばかにするなって
常に腹を立ててた

気付けば狭くて一番暗い場所
見えない明日を信じてがっかり

だから撫でられることに「触るな」と言って
心の中の牙を剥くしかなかったよ
大切に育てた愛は
初めから僕のじゃなかったね
汚れた誇らしさだったのに

知らない世界にたった一人で
戦う孤独まだ終わってないまだ終わってないんだよ
何にもなれない世界で
僕はまだ生きていたいことも
あんただって知らない

僕だけが抱えたこのつらい記憶
僕の一部を分かったように言うな

噂が話した僕じゃない僕が
勝手に評価されてしまうんだよ
僕はずっとここにいるのに
終わってないんだよ

今になってわかったことを
あんたは知ろうとしない
あんたが与えてくれたものは
僕には優しすぎた

boku dake no sensou da
asita mo wakaxtu tya i nai
boku no koto wo baka ni suru na tte
tune ni hara wo ta te te ta

kizu ke ba sema ku te itiban kura i basyo
mi e nai asita wo sin zi te gakkari

da kara na de rareru koto ni 「 sawa ru na 」 to i xtu te
kokoro no naka no kiba wo mu ku sika nakaxtu ta yo
taisetu ni soda te ta ai ha
hazi me kara boku no zya nakaxtu ta ne
yogo re ta hoko rasi sa daxtu ta noni

si ra nai sekai ni taxtu ta hitori de
tataka u kodoku mada o waxtu te nai mada o waxtu te nai n da yo
nan nimo na re nai sekai de
boku ha mada i ki te itai koto mo
anta datte si ra nai

boku dake ga kaka e ta kono turai kioku
boku no itibu wo wa kaxtu ta you ni i u na

uwasa ga hana si ta boku zya nai boku ga
katte ni hyouka sa re te simau n da yo
boku ha zutto koko ni iru noni
o waxtu te nai n da yo

ima ni naxtu te wakaxtu ta koto wo
anta ha si ro u to si nai
anta ga ata e te kure ta mono ha
boku ni ha yasa si sugi ta

This is just my war.
I don't know tomorrow.
Don't look down on me
Often angry

Come to my senses and find a narrow and dark place.
Believe in the invisible tomorrow, very disappointed.

So say "don't touch" to the touched thing.
I had to show my fangs.
Cherish and cultivate love is
It wasn't mine from the beginning.
It's obviously dirty pride.

Alone in a strange world
The loneliness of fighting is not over yet, not over yet.
In a world of powerlessness.
I also have something to live for.
You don't know either

Only I have this painful memory.
Don't make it clear that a part of me.

It's not me, it's me.
Will be judged at will.
I've been here.
It's not over yet

Put what I just know now
You don't want to know
What did you give me?
It's too gentle for me.