堂村璃羽 – 最低な私 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

最低な私のこの最低な歌
吐き出す逃げ場所だけをずっと探してた
1人で抱える君の痛みも気づいてた
だから君もここで泣いていいから
また朝日を迎えたbad day
下着と愛が横に散らかってる
顔も名前もわからなくて
昨夜の記憶を思い返してる
また無駄にした愛と身体
友達には言う「何もなかった」
嘘に嘘の愛を重ねて
気付けば理想の愛が離れて
変わりたいけど変われないんだよ
わかってるよ自分が
嘘で固められた愛だなんて
気付いてるよ本当は
求められることが安定剤
偽りだって今は関係ない
ただ必要とされたい
そうでなきゃきっと生きられない
つまらない愛を演じて
穢れるだけ身も心も
でもどうして また今夜も
夜へ溶ける 夜へ溶ける
変わらない愛なんてない
知ってるから言い聞かしたevery night
始まりがあるからある終わりを
恐れてたけど始まってもなかった
代わりが利く愛とか
夢物語だけの未来とか全部
ばからしいから最期だ
って思ってても結局迷子だ
辿り着くのは君の家
また口づけ一緒に息をして
君を見てうわべの愛を語る
理想のドアにまた鍵がかかる
昔の友達のストーリー
彼氏と2人楽しそうに
いつの間にか周りもみんな
子供が生まれママへ変わる
それなのに私はまだ
愛を知らないまま
歳を重ね嘘を重ね
理想に別れを告げる
また朝日を迎えたbad day
下着と愛が横に散らかってる
顔も名前もわからなくて
昨夜の記憶を思い返してる
また無駄にした愛と身体
友達には言う「何もなかった」
嘘に嘘の愛を重ねて
気付けば理想の愛が離れて
変わりたいけど変われないんだよ
わかってるよ自分が
嘘で固められた愛だなんて
気付いてるよ本当は
求められることが安定剤
偽りだって今は関係ない
ただ必要とされたい
そうでなきゃきっと生きられない

saitei na watasi no kono saitei na uta
ha ki da su ni ge ba zyo dake wo zutto saga si te ta
1 nin de kaka eru kimi no ita mi mo ki zui te ta
da kara kimi mo koko de na i te ii kara
mata asahi wo muka e ta bad day
sitagi to ai ga yoko ni ti rakaxtu teru
kao mo namae mo wakara naku te
sakuya no kioku wo omo i kae si teru
mata muda ni si ta ai to sintai
tomodati ni ha i u 「 nani monakaxtu ta 」
uso ni uso no ai wo kasa ne te
kizu ke ba risou no ai ga hana re te
ka wari tai kedo ka wa re nai n da yo
wakaxtu teru yo zibun ga
uso de kata me rare ta ai da nante
kizu i teru yo hontou ha
moto me rareru koto ga antei zai
ituwa ri datte ima ha kankei nai
tada hituyou to sa re tai
sou de nakya kitto i ki rare nai
tumaranai ai wo en zi te
kega reru dake mi mo kokoro mo
demo dou si te mata konya mo
yoru he to keru yoru he to keru
ka wara nai ai nante nai
si xtu teru kara i i ki kasi ta every night
hazi mari ga aru kara aru o wari wo
oso re te ta kedo hazi maxtu te mo nakaxtu ta
ka wari ga ki ku ai toka
yume monogatari dake no mirai toka zenbu
baka rasii kara saigo da
tte omo xtu te te mo kekkyoku maigo da
tado ri tu ku no ha kimi no ie
mata kuti zuke issyo ni iki wo si te
kun wo mi te uwabe no ai wo kata ru
risou no doa ni mata kagi ga kakaru
mukasi no tomodati no suto-ri-
karesi to 2 nin tano si sou ni
ituno ma nika mawa ri mo minna
kodomo ga u mare mama he ka waru
sorenanoni watasi ha mada
ai wo si ra nai mama
dosi wo kasa ne uso wo kasa ne
risou ni waka re wo tu geru
mata asahi wo muka e ta bad day
sitagi to ai ga yoko ni ti rakaxtu teru
kao mo namae mo wakara naku te
sakuya no kioku wo omo i kae si teru
mata muda ni si ta ai to sintai
tomodati ni ha i u 「 nani monakaxtu ta 」
uso ni uso no ai wo kasa ne te
kizu ke ba risou no ai ga hana re te
ka wari tai kedo ka wa re nai n da yo
wakaxtu teru yo zibun ga
uso de kata me rare ta ai da nante
kizu i teru yo hontou ha
moto me rareru koto ga antei zai
ituwa ri datte ima ha kankei nai
tada hituyou to sa re tai
sou de nakya kitto i ki rare nai

The worst song of mine.
I've been looking for a place to throw up and escape
I am also aware of your pain alone.
So you can cry here, too
It's bad day in the morning.
Underwear and love are a mess.
I don't know my face or my name.
I'm recalling the memory of last night.
And wasted love and body.
Say "nothing" to friends.
Lies plus lies of love.
Return to absolute being, the ideal love is far away.
I want to change, but I won't.
I know, myself
It turned out to be love solidified with lies.
I noticed, actually.
What is required is a stabilizer.
Hypocrisy doesn't matter now
Just want to be needed
Otherwise, you can't live.
Playing boring love
When it rains, it pours/Misfortunes never come singly
But why tonight?
Melting at night
There is no constant love
I know, so I told you.
Because there is a beginning, there is an end
Although I was scared, I didn't start.
Replaceable love or something.
Only the future of the dream story and everything.
This is ridiculous. It's over.
Even if I thought so, I got lost.
It is your home that arrives.
Kiss again and breathe together.
Watching you pour out your superficial love
The ideal door is locked again.
The story of an old friend
I look happy with my boyfriend.
Unconsciously, everyone is around.
The child becomes a mother after birth.
Nevertheless, I still
Without knowing love.
Lying year after year.
Farewell to ideals
It's bad day in the morning.
Underwear and love are a mess.
I don't know my face or my name.
I'm recalling the memory of last night.
And wasted love and body.
Say "nothing" to friends.
Lies plus lies of love.
Return to absolute being, the ideal love is far away.
I want to change, but I won't.
I know, myself
It turned out to be love solidified with lies.
I noticed, actually.
What is required is a stabilizer.
Hypocrisy doesn't matter now
Just want to be needed
Otherwise, you can't live.