一二三 – 役にすがる 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

笑顔だって　言葉だって　どこか作られた様な感触
演じている　演じている　望まれるものを差し出すため

その場しのぎ　お茶を濁し　自前の仮面で渡るロープ
繰り返して　繰り返して　もう止められないんだ

貼り付けた　口調も性格も　二度と剥がせなくなって
でもさ　そうじゃないと　生きていけないんでしょう
当たり障りの無いような　役を選んで飲み込んで
自分が霞みだした

僕は誰だ　僕は何だ　何を欲しがって生きてるんだ？
誰のために　何をもって　その役　演じてんの？

相手によって変わる“僕”や　それ用に作り上げた“僕”で
ずっと心がもたれて　気持ちが悪く　吐きそうだよ

柔らかな　心の表面を　嘘で一つ包んだって
やがて　息苦しくなってしまうんだよ
照明の　熱が刺さって　見透かされてしまっても
離れないでほしいんだ

治らないんだよ　素直になれずに　ありのままに笑えずに
分からないんだよ　自分が何者か　必要以上に怖がってさ

ありふれた　思いや感情が　僕に馴染むと思っていた
それが　まともに生きるための　処方だと

貼り付けた　口調も性格も　二度と剥がせなくなって
でもさ　そうじゃないと　生きていけないんでしょう
無理をして　痛んで　泣いたって　誰にも見せなくて
滑稽な人になってゆく　拍手がまばらに鳴っている

egao datte 　 kotoba datte 　 dokoka tuku ra re ta you na kansyoku
en zi te iru 　 en zi te iru 　 nozo ma reru mono wo sa si da su tame

sono ba sinogi 　 o tya wo nigo si 　 zimae no kamen de wata ru ro-pu
ku ri kae si te 　 ku ri kae si te 　 mou to me rare nai n da

ha ri tu ke ta 　 kutyou mo seikaku mo 　 二 do to ha ga se naku naxtu te
demo sa 　 sou zya nai to 　 i ki te i ke nai n desyo u
a tari sawa ri no na i you na 　 yaku wo era n de no mi ko n de
zibun ga kasu midasi ta

boku ha dare da 　 boku ha nani da 　 nani wo ho si gaxtu te i ki teru n da ？
dare no tame ni 　 nani wo moxtu te 　 sono yaku 　 en zi ten no ？

aite ni yoxtu te ka waru “ boku ” ya 　 sore you ni tuku ri a ge ta “ boku ” de
zutto kokoro ga motare te 　 kimo ti ga waru ku 　 ha ki sou da yo

yawa ra kana 　 kokoro no hyoumen wo 　 uso de hito tu tutu n da tte
yagate 　 ikiguru siku naxtu te simau n da yo
syoumei no 　 netu ga sa saxtu te 　 misu kasa re te simaxtu te mo
hana re nai de hosii n da

nao ra nai n da yo 　 sunao ni nare zu ni 　 arinomama ni wara e zu ni
wa kara nai n da yo 　 zibun ga nanimono ka 　 hituyou izyou ni kowa gaxtu te sa

arihure ta 　 omo i ya kanzyou ga 　 boku ni nazi mu to omo xtu te i ta
sore ga 　 matomo ni i kiru tame no 　 syohou da to

ha ri tu ke ta 　 kutyou mo seikaku mo 　 二 do to ha ga se naku naxtu te
demo sa 　 sou zya nai to 　 i ki te i ke nai n desyo u
muri wo si te 　 ita n de 　 na i ta tte 　 dare ni mo mi se naku te
kokkei na hito ni naxtu te yuku 　 hakusyu ga mabara ni na xtu te iru

Smile is also a language, and it feels like it was created somewhere.
In order to hand over what you want to play.

A perfunctory, masked rope
Repeat, repeat, I can't stop anymore.

The tone and character of the paste can no longer be revealed.
But you can't live without it, can you?
Choose a character who seems to have no obstacles and swallow it
I walked away by myself.

Who am I, what am I, and what do I want to live?
What did you use to play that role?

"I" different from each other and "I" made for it
I feel sick all the time, and I feel like throwing up.

It is said that it wraps the surface of a soft heart with lies.
It will soon become difficult to breathe.
Even if the heat of the lighting hurts and is seen through.
I hope you don't leave.

It can't be cured. You can't be frank and laugh truthfully.
I don't know. I'm too afraid of who I am.

I thought ordinary thoughts and feelings would blend into me.
He said it was a prescription for a decent life.

The tone and character of the paste can no longer be revealed.
But you can't live without it, can you?
I won't show it to anyone even if I barely cry in pain.
Sparsely there was applause that gradually became funny people.