歌手: 秦基博
配信/発売日:2023/03/22
作詞:秦基博
作曲:秦基博
もう嫌になるよ 生きるのが下手でさ
叫び出しそうになる心に 無理矢理 蓋して
Hurry Up! Hurry Up!
そう急かされても さして変わらないよ
そして 明ける 冷たい夜よ
誰かくれよ おやすみのキスを
窓枠が落とした 影絵はロザリオ
即席の十字架をみつめて 両手 結んでみる
神だ 愛だって すがるだけじゃ 救われやしないと
言うけど 今の僕を見てよ
祈りたくなる気持ちもわかると思うよ
選んできたのが 他の誰でもなく自分だって
気づいてるからこそ 余計に悔しいんだ
何の理由もない 最初から答えなどない
それでも 僕を やっぱり 生きていくんだろう
朝の光は 溶けて消えた ほら もう時間だよ
いつも通り 今日へ ドアを開けるよ
まともなふりをして 取り繕ってても
そもそも うまく群れに馴染めない 臆病者だから
偶然 繋がった いくつかの出会いのおかげで
どうにか この場所にいるけど
ふと 露わになるの 欠落した心が
子供の頃から 誰かの後をついていくばっか
立派な大人になど とても なれそうにはない
同じ今はない 少しは進めてるのかな
明日も 僕は やっぱり あがいてるだろう
午後の光は 相変わらず ほら やわらかなまま
正否もなく そこに あるだけなんだよ
何の理由もない 最後まで答えなどない
それでも 僕を やっぱり 生きていくんだろう
か弱い光が 胸に溶けた ほら もう時間だよ
いつも通り 日々へ ドアを開けよう
mou iya ni naru yo i kiru no ga heta de sa
sake bi da si sou ni naru kokoro ni muriyari huta si te
Hurry Up ! Hurry Up !
sou se kasa re te mo sasite ka wara nai yo
sosite a keru tume tai yoru yo
dare kakureyo oyasumi no kisu wo
madowaku ga o tosi ta kagee ha rozario
sokuseki no zyuuzika wo mitume te ryoute musu n de miru
kami da ai datte sugaru dake zya suku wa re ya si nai to
i u kedo ima no boku wo mi teyo
ino ri taku naru kimo ti mo wakaru to omo u yo
era n de ki ta no ga hoka no dare demo naku zibun datte
ki zui teru kara koso yokei ni kuya sii n da
nani no riyuu mo nai saisyo kara kota e nado nai
sore demo boku wo yappari i ki te iku n daro u
asa no hikari ha to ke te ki e ta hora mou zikan da yo
itumo doo ri kyou he doa wo a keru yo
matomo na huri wo si te to ri tukuro xtu te te mo
somosomo umaku mu re ni nazi me nai okubyoumono da kara
guuzen tuna gaxtu ta ikutuka no dea i no okage de
dou ni ka kono basyo ni iru kedo
huto ara wa ni naru no keturaku si ta kokoro ga
kodomo no koro kara dare ka no ato wo tuiteiku bakka
rippa na otona ni nado totemo na re sou ni ha nai
ona zi ima ha nai suko si ha susu me teru no kana
asita mo boku ha yappari agai teru daro u
gogo no hikari ha aika warazu hora yawaraka na mama
seihi mo naku soko ni aru dake na n da yo
nani no riyuu mo nai saigo made kota e nado nai
sore demo boku wo yappari i ki te iku n daro u
ka yowa i hikari ga mune ni to ke ta hora mou zikan da yo
itumo doo ri hibi he doa wo hira ke you
I hate it. I'm not good at living.
Hard cover in the heart that is about to call out.
Hurry Up! Hurry Up!
It's no big deal for you to rush me so much.
Then the cold night of dawn.
Who will give me a good night kiss?
The shadow painting on the window frame is Rosario.
Gaze at the convenient cross and try to combine your hands.
It is God, and even love must be saved if it is only relied on.
I'm telling you, look at me now.
I think I can understand your desire to pray.
Say it's yourself, not others
It is because I realized it that I regret it even more.
There is no reason, there is no answer from the beginning.
Still, I will live, right?
The morning light melts and disappears. Look, it's time.
Open today as usual.
Even if you pretend to be decent to cover it up
Because he is a coward who can't fit into the community well.
Thanks to a few occasional encounters
Although finally in this place.
A missing heart inadvertently revealed.
A fool who has been following others since childhood.
You can't be an excellent adult.
Not the same now, a little bit forward.
I'm still struggling tomorrow, right?
The afternoon light is still so soft.
Right or wrong, it's just there.
There is no reason, and there is no answer until the end.
Still, I will live, right?
The faint light melts in my heart, and it is coming soon.
Open the door every day as usual.