まつり – 縋った恋に、サヨナラを。 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

作詞：まつり
作曲：まつり

あの時の私はこの人しかいないんだと
思っていたんだと、ほら辺りを見れば
色んな人たちがいるよ自分が苦しむ前に
逃げ出して、その自己暗示を解いて
今の自分に必要だったのは貴方じゃなかった

一歩踏み出すことが怖くて
見えないフリしてた

あぁ、ちゃんと
変われてるよ
でも今は幸せだよ
貴方のこと忘れられたんだよ
本当は苦しかったよ、本当は消えたかった
ありのままの自分を見て

未来ばかりを測って自問自答してた日々
ちゃんと向き合えればって思ってた
でも今はあの頃も思い出せないくらいで
もう会いたくもないからLINEもしないでね

今は側にいなくても
少しも辛くないよ
貴方じゃない人想ってるから

あぁ、ちゃんと
変われてるよ
でも今は幸せだよ
貴方のこと忘れられたんだよ
本当は苦しかったよ、本当は消えたかった
ありのままの自分を見て

ほら。

ano toki no watasi ha kono hito sika i nai n da to
omo xtu te itan da to 、 hora ata ri wo mi re ba
iro nna hito tati ga iru yo zibun ga kuru simu mae ni
ni ge da si te 、 sono zikoanzi wo to i te
ima no zibun ni hituyou daxtu ta no ha anata zya nakaxtu ta

一 po hu mi da su koto ga kowa ku te
mi e nai huri si te ta

axa 、 tyanto
ka wa re teru yo
demo ima ha siawa se da yo
anata no koto wasu re rare ta n da yo
hontou ha kuru sikaxtu ta yo 、 hontou ha ki e takaxtu ta
arinomama no zibun wo mi te

mirai bakari wo haka xtu te zimonzitou si te ta hibi
tyan to mu ki a ere ba tte omo xtu te ta
demo ima ha ano koro mo omo i da se nai kurai de
mou a i taku mo nai kara LINE mo si nai de ne

ima ha gawa ni i naku te mo
suko si mo kara ku nai yo
anata zya nai hito omo xtu teru kara

axa 、 tyanto
ka wa re teru yo
demo ima ha siawa se da yo
anata no koto wasu re rare ta n da yo
hontou ha kuru sikaxtu ta yo 、 hontou ha ki e takaxtu ta
arinomama no zibun wo mi te

hora 。

I thought at the time that he was all I had.
I thought he was the only one, you know, if you look around.
There's all kinds of people out there, before you suffer.
Get out of there, get out of that self-imposed trap.
You're not what I needed right now.

I was afraid to take the first step.
I was afraid to take the first step.

Yeah, I know.
I'm changing.
But I'm happy now.
I've forgotten you.
It was painful. I wanted to disappear.
I wanted to disappear.

I was measuring the future and asking myself questions.
I wished I could have faced up to it.
But now I can't even remember those days.
I don't even want to see you anymore, so don't even drop me a line.

Even if you're not with me now...
It doesn't hurt a bit.
I'm thinking of someone else.

Yeah, I'm changing.
I'm changing.
But I'm happy now.
I'm over you.
It was painful. I wanted to disappear.
Look at me as I am.

Look at me.