Hakubi – Soumatou 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

もしも私が聞き分けのいい子供だったら
もしも私が笑顔の綺麗な子だったら
何度繰り返す“もしも話”に私は
戻れないこともよく知ってる

よぎっていく走馬灯　ノイズ混じりで汚れて
暗い暗い部屋の隅　それしか思い出せない
綺麗事ばかりが溢れる人混みの中で
吐き出した膿の夜漂う

あてもなく荒野をゆく
戻れない今を生きていく
私は私でしかないこと痛いほど感じる
くだらない愛なんかいらない
許せない自分でさえも
これしか生きれない狭い世界で
私を見つけて

もしも私があの時消えてしまえたなら
もしも私が私を諦めきれたなら
何度巡ってくる私に似合わない日差しを
嘲笑うように刃(やいば)を向けて
ああ

望みがいくつ叶おうとも満たされなくて
流れた紅涙(こうるい)はまた冷えて
誰も私など愛さないまま
全て壊れてしまえばいいのに
ねえ

あてもなく荒野をゆく
戻らない今を生きていく
私は私でしかないこと痛いほど感じる
くだらない愛なんか知らない
何もいらない汚れてくだけ
独りきり生きるには広い世界で
私を見つけて
私を見つけて

mosimo watasi ga ki ki wa ke no ii kodomo daxtu tara
mosimo watasi ga egao no kirei na ko daxtu tara
nando ku ri kae su “ mosimo hanasi ” ni watasi ha
modo re nai koto mo yoku si xtu teru

yogixtu te iku soumatou 　 noizu ma ziri de yogo re te
kura i kura i heya no sumi 　 sore sika omo i da se nai
kirei koto bakari ga ahu reru hitogo mi no naka de
ha ki da si ta umi no yoru tadayo u

ate mo naku kouya wo yuku
modo re nai ima wo i ki te iku
watasi ha watasi de sika nai koto ita i hodo kan ziru
kudaranai ai nanka ira nai
yuru se nai zibun de sa e mo
kore sika i ki re nai sema i sekai de
watasi wo mi tuke te

mosimo watasi ga ano toki ki e te sima e ta nara
mosimo watasi ga watasi wo akira meki re ta nara
nando megu xtu te kuru watasi ni nia wa nai hiza si wo
azawara u you ni ha ( yaiba ) wo mu ke te
aa

nozo mi ga ikutu kana o u to mo mi tasa re naku te
naga re ta kourui ( kou rui ) ha mata hi e te
dare mo watasi nado ai sa nai mama
sube te kowa re te simae ba ii noni
nee

ate mo naku kouya wo yuku
modo ra nai ima wo i ki te iku
watasi ha watasi de sika nai koto ita i hodo kan ziru
kudaranai ai nanka si ra nai
nani mo ira nai yogo re teku dake
hito ri kiri i kiru ni ha hiro i sekai de
watasi wo mi tuke te
watasi wo mi tuke te

If I were an obedient child.
If I were a child with a beautiful smile
For repeated several times "hello", I said
And I know I can't go back.

Get dirty by the noise of the passing lantern
I can only think of that in the corner of the dark room.
In a crowd full of trifles
Floating on the night of spitting pus

Walking aimlessly in the wilderness
Live in the present that you can't go back.
I feel like it's just me
Don't need boring love
Even the unforgivable self.
In a narrow world that can only survive.
Find me.

If I had disappeared then,
If I give up mine
How many times does the sunshine not suit me?
Raise the blade derisively
ah

No matter how many wishes have been realized, they have not been satisfied.
The red tears have cooled down again.
Nobody loves me.
If only it were all broken.
hello

Walking aimlessly in the wilderness
Don't go back, live in the present
I feel like it's just me
I don't know what boring love is.
Nothing is needed, just stains.
If you want to live alone, in the vast world
Find me.
Find me.