堂村璃羽 – far away 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

ただずっと悲しませては独りぼっちだった毎夜
バカばっかやって泣かせてたくせに君はずっと
なんでか離れずに俺に愛をくれたのにそれも
気付けなかった俺を
悔やんで涙をいま1人流して
あの日に戻りたくて君を想い続けても
戻れないなんてわかってる
今更だって知ってる
けど今だから言える
口で言うのは簡単だったが
実際は君とは散々だった
金があれば幸せだなんて思ってたあの日から
何が変わった？
悪いのはほとんど俺
いつまで経ってもまた妄想で
ただその日を逃れるための言葉を
探っては逃げてたどうしょうもねえだろ
どんなBAD TRIPよりBAD TRIPだろ
この日常が
何も喉を通らず吐いて
いっそあの記憶すら出して
洗いざらい自分自身を成す感情記憶性格全て
なにもないくらい暗い夜の深くに隠してくれよrainy day
君は強い　俺は弱い
今になってそれに気づいたよ
でも何もかも今更になって
我慢してた君のことを知って
手遅れになって流れる涙
交わせる愛はもうどこにもないか
探し続けてるよ君の在り処
でも会わせる顔なんてないか
「俺を見て」 「戻ってきてよ」
繰り返し叫んで
夢の中ですらも君の背中が離れて
声が枯れて例え君を呼べなくても
君の帰りをここでずっと待ってるよ
ただずっと悲しませては独りぼっちだった毎夜
バカばっかやって泣かせてたくせに君はずっと
なんでか離れずに俺に愛をくれたのにそれも
気付けなかった俺を
悔やんで涙をいま1人流して
あの日に戻りたくて君を想い続けても
戻れないなんてわかってる
今更だって知ってる
けど今だから言える
ただ帰りを待っていた
何もできず1人で歌っていた
来ないことわかっていた
でも心で少し願っていた
孤独が気付かせる何もかも
愛とかもうとっくにないのはそう
いつだって俺のせいだった
思い返せば君を泣かせてた
綺麗ごとだけじゃ君を守ることもできない
俺はいつも口だけで君を安心させて
そんなちゃちな魔法もいつか切れるなんて知らず
君はきっと最初から知ってたんだろう
閉ざす毎夜
夢の中
俺はいまだ
君を探してる馬鹿だよな
わかってるよまたあの日なんか
戻れないし戻らない
繰り返し望んだ愛
でも君はここじゃないどこかで
毎夜愛を。
つまらないことですら笑ってくれてた
君はもうここにいない　どこにいるかわからないから
君のいない世界なんてつまらないから
君へ叫び続けたい　最期までずっと
ただずっと悲しませては独りぼっちだった毎夜
バカばっかやって泣かせてたくせに君はずっと
なんでか離れずに俺に愛をくれたのにそれも
気付けなかった俺を
悔やんで涙をいま1人流して
あの日に戻りたくて君を想い続けても
戻れないなんてわかってる
今更だって知ってる
けど今だから言える

tada zutto kana sima se te ha hito ribotti daxtu ta maiyo
baka bakka yaxtu te na ka se te ta kuse ni kimi ha zutto
na n de ka hana re zu ni ore ni ai wo kure ta noni sore mo
ki tu ke nakaxtu ta ore wo
ku yan de namida wo ima 1 nin naga si te
ano hi ni modo ri taku te kimi wo omo i tuzu ke te mo
modo re nai nante wakaxtu teru
imasara datte si xtu teru
kedo ima da kara i eru
guti de i u no ha kantan daxtu ta ga
zissai ha kimi to ha tiriziri daxtu ta
kin ga are ba siawa se da nante omo xtu te ta ano hi kara
nani ga ka waxtu ta ？
waru i no ha hotondo ore
itumade ta xtu te mo mata mousou de
tada sono hi wo noga reru tame no kotoba wo
sagu xtu te ha ni ge te ta dousyou mo nee daro
don na BAD TRIP yori BAD TRIP daro
kono nitizyou ga
nani mo nodo wo too ra zu ha i te
isso ano kioku sura da si te
ara izarai zibun zisin wo na su kanzyou kioku seikaku sube te
nanimonai kurai kura i yoru no huka ku ni kaku si te kureyo rainy day
kun ha tuyo i 　 ore ha yowa i
ima ni naxtu te sore ni ki zui ta yo
demo nani mokamo imasara ni naxtu te
gaman si te ta kimi no koto wo si xtu te
teoku re ni naxtu te naga reru namida
ka wa seru ai ha mou doko ni mo nai ka
saga si tuzu ke teru yo kimi no a ri ka
demo a wa seru kao nante nai ka
「 ore wo mi te 」 「 modo xtu te ki te yo 」
ku ri kae si sake n de
yume no naka de sura mo kimi no senaka ga hana re te
koe ga ka re te tato e kun wo yo be naku te mo
kun no kae ri wo koko de zutto ma xtu teru yo
tada zutto kana sima se te ha hito ribotti daxtu ta maiyo
baka bakka yaxtu te na ka se te ta kuse ni kimi ha zutto
na n de ka hana re zu ni ore ni ai wo kure ta noni sore mo
ki tu ke nakaxtu ta ore wo
ku yan de namida wo ima 1 nin naga si te
ano hi ni modo ri taku te kimi wo omo i tuzu ke te mo
modo re nai nante wakaxtu teru
imasara datte si xtu teru
kedo ima da kara i eru
tada gae ri wo ma xtu te i ta
nani mo deki zu 1 nin de uta xtu te i ta
ko nai koto wakaxtu te i ta
demo kokoro de suko si nega xtu te i ta
kodoku ga kizu ka seru nani mokamo
ai toka mou tokkuni nai no ha sou
itu datte ore no sei daxtu ta
omo i kae se ba kimi wo na ka se te ta
kirei goto dake zya kimi wo mamo ru koto mo deki nai
ore ha itumo kuti dake de kimi wo ansin sa se te
sonna tyati na mahou mo ituka ki reru nante si ra zu
kun ha kitto saisyo kara si xtu te ta n daro u
to zasu maiyo
yume no naka
ore ha imada
kun wo saga si teru baka da yo na
wakaxtu teru yo mata ano hi nanka
modo re nai si modo ra nai
ku ri kae si nozo n da ai
demo kimi ha koko zya nai dokoka de
maiyo ai wo 。
tumaranai koto de sura wara xtu te kure te ta
kun ha mou koko ni i nai 　 doko ni iru ka wakara nai kara
kun no i nai sekai nante tumaranai kara
kun he sake bi tuzu ke tai 　 saigo made zutto
tada zutto kana sima se te ha hito ribotti daxtu ta maiyo
baka bakka yaxtu te na ka se te ta kuse ni kimi ha zutto
na n de ka hana re zu ni ore ni ai wo kure ta noni sore mo
ki tu ke nakaxtu ta ore wo
ku yan de namida wo ima 1 nin naga si te
ano hi ni modo ri taku te kimi wo omo i tuzu ke te mo
modo re nai nante wakaxtu teru
imasara datte si xtu teru
kedo ima da kara i eru

Just make you sad all the time, alone every night.
You always do stupid things to make you cry, but you always
You gave me love when you didn't leave.
Put me who didn't notice
Shed a tear with regret
Even if I want to go back to that day, I always think of you.
I know I can't go back.
Now I still know
But now it can be said.
It's easy to say.
Actually broke up with you.
From that day on, I felt that being rich would make me happy.
What has changed?
It's almost all my fault.
How long did it take to be delusional again?
Just to escape that day.
I can't help it if I fumble and escape.
More BAD TRIP than any BAD TRIP, right?
This daily life
Nothing comes out through the throat.
Simply take out that memory.
Form one's feelings, memory and personality.
You're going to hide me in the dark night
You are strong and I am weak.
I didn't notice that until now.
But everything is now.
Know that I have been patient with you.
Tears shed when it is too late.
Can't you find love to communicate with anymore?
I've been looking for you.
But no face for you to meet?
"Look at me" and "Come back"
Shout repeatedly
Even in a dream, your back is gone.
I can't call you even if my voice is hoarse.
I will always be here waiting for you to come back.
Just make you sad all the time, alone every night.
You always do stupid things to make you cry, but you always
You gave me love when you didn't leave.
Put me who didn't notice
Shed a tear with regret
Even if I want to go back to that day, I always think of you.
I know I can't go back.
Now I still know
But now it can be said.
Just waiting to come back
I can't do anything, I'm singing alone.
Knowing you weren't coming.
But I have a wish in my heart
Everything that loneliness can make you realize.
Love or something is long gone, that's all.
It's always my fault
In retrospect, I made you cry.
Beautiful things alone can't protect you
I always just say to reassure you.
I didn't know that one day that evil magic would break.
You must have known from the beginning, right
Close every night.
intoxication
I haven't
It's an idiot looking for you.
I know, it's another day.
Can't go back and can't go back.
Repeated longing for love
But you are not here, but somewhere.
Have sex every night.
Even the boring things laughed.
You're not here anymore because I don't know where it is.
Because the world without you is boring.
Until the last moment when I want to keep shouting at you.
Just make you sad all the time, alone every night.
You always do stupid things to make you cry, but you always
You gave me love when you didn't leave.
Put me who didn't notice
Shed a tear with regret
Even if I want to go back to that day, I always think of you.
I know I can't go back.
Now I still know
But now it can be said.