歌手: 小林私
配信/発売日:2024/01/14
作詞:小林私
作曲:小林私
本性は隠している翼の内に、無駄な足掻きと知っても
孤独からなる痛みさえ耐えていずれ頼りない未来、希望
礼賛を雲にする空中戦、欲求を押し殺す恒常じゃ
歪な形しか生み得ない
明け方、東から昇る光を私のものになんて我が儘
曖昧な言葉じゃ届かないほど
暗くて眩しいところまで信じたいとどう言えばいい
肌で感じた今息を吐いている事さえ
放り出せるような熱が身を焼いても
あの街へ帰る為の羽がもう少し惜しいから
ああこのままどこまでも行けたらそこは暖かい場所で
触れるにはまだ柔らかいままだ
確かきっかけはいつだっけ、乱れた部屋の床掃いていた午前
陽の目浴びることのない常崩れた日々の通り不安定な感情
溜まる洗い物、カビが生えるパン、使い捨て瓶のジャムを
まとめる袋、背なの中央、標結わる祝いの日
大抵は刹那的衝動あるいはその場凌ぎの方法
慣れれば床で寝れる
秘密にしていたこと打ち明けるまでどうか安全な息をしていて
完全な言葉でも届かないほど
深くて浅はかなところまで愛したいとどう言えばいい
この肌で感じている、息を吐いて吸っている事も
放り出せるような熱の最中に
あの街へ帰る為の羽がもう少し惜しいから
ああこのままどこまでも行けたら
その歪な形すらも暖めたい、笑い合いたい、抱き締めたいなら
空まで
honsyou ha kaku si te iru tubasa no uti ni 、 muda na aga ki to si xtu te mo
kodoku kara naru ita mi sae ta e te izure tayo rinai mirai 、 kibou
raisan wo kumo ni suru kuutyuusen 、 yokkyuu wo o si koro su kouzyou zya
ibitu na katati sika u mi e nai
a ke gata 、 higasi kara nobo ru hikari wo watasi no mono ni nante wa ga mama
aimai na kotoba zya todo ka nai hodo
kura ku te mabu sii tokoro made sin zi tai to dou i e ba ii
hada de kan zi ta ima iki wo ha i te iru koto sae
hi ri da seru you na netu ga mi wo ya i te mo
ano mati he kae ru tame no hane ga mou suko si o sii kara
aa konomama dokomademo okona ke tara soko ha atata kai basyo de
hu reru ni ha mada yawa rakai mama da
tasi ka kikkake ha itu da kke 、 mida re ta heya no yuka ha i te i ta gozen
hi no me a biru koto no nai tune kuzu re ta hibi no too ri huantei na kanzyou
ta maru ara i mono 、 kabi ga ha eru pan 、 tuka i su te bin no zyamu wo
matomeru hukuro 、 se na no tyuuou 、 simegi yui waru iwa i no hi
taitei ha setunateki syoudou aruiha sono ba sino gi no houhou
na rere ba yuka de ne reru
himitu ni si te i ta koto u ti a keru made dou ka anzen na iki wo si te i te
kanzen na kotoba demo todo ka nai hodo
huka ku te asa haka na tokoro made ai si tai to dou i e ba ii
kono hada de kan zi te iru 、 iki wo ha i te su xtu te iru koto mo
hi ri da seru you na netu no saityuu ni
ano mati he kae ru tame no hane ga mou suko si o sii kara
aa konomama dokomademo okona ke tara
sono ibitu na katati sura mo atata me tai 、 wara i a i tai 、 da ki si me tai nara
sora made
Even knowing that nature is a futile struggle hidden in wings
Enduring the pain caused by loneliness will become an unreliable future and hope sooner or later.
Isn't the praise of air combat a routine to crush desire?
Can only produce twisted shapes.
At dawn, the light rising in the east actually belongs to me, which is too capricious.
It can't be achieved with vague language.
Want to believe in a dark and dazzling place?
Even now, breathing through the skin.
Even if the fever is enough to give up.
Because it's a pity to return to that city's feathers
Yes, if you can go anywhere like this, it is a warm place.
It's still soft to touch
When is the real opportunity, the morning when I cleaned the floor of the messy room?
Feelings that are unstable every day without sunlight.
Put the accumulated laundry, moldy bread, jam in disposable bottles
The uniform bag, in the center of the back, marks a happy day.
Most of them are impulsive or perfunctory methods
Get used to it and you can sleep on the floor.
Before telling the secret, my breath was safe.
Even a complete language cannot achieve it.
How do you say you want to love deeply and superficially?
What you feel with this kind of skin, so is the thing of exhaling and inhaling.
In the process of full swing
Because it's a pity to return to that city's feathers
Well if you go anywhere like this
If even the twisted shape wants to be warm, smile and hug.
To the sky