歌手: うぴ子
配信/発売日:2024/01/05
作詞:うぴ子
作曲:うぴ子
掛け違えたボタンを必死にやり直せど
うまくはいかない苛立ちと歯痒さに犯されて
計り知れない劣等感に苛まれて
誰かを馬鹿にして生まれた 快楽に依存した
目を背けたくなるような ニュースばかり流れてる
人はなんて弱くて愚かなのでしょうか
私は誰だ?お前は誰なんだ?
鏡に呟いた 言葉で胸が苦しいよ
笑った仮面を被って耐えていたら
本当の自分すら見失ってしまったんだ
「いとも簡単に人は人を裏切るけど
金と薬は私を見捨てたりしないのよ。」
虚な目 手首の傷を撫で私に言った
無邪気な笑顔だった彼女は
もう何処にもいない
心の壊れゆく音はあまりにも静かだから
手遅れになるまで人は気づけない
幸せとはなんだ?生きる意味ってなんだ?
答えを出せない自分が情けなくて悔しいよ
食いしばった歯の隙間から溢れ出た 嗚咽が
静かな 夜の町を響いてゆく
夕焼けを駆けるカラスの群れに逸れた羽を痛めたやつ
が
不器用に 飛んでいる
私はお前の気持ちがよくわかるよ普通に生きるって
なぜこんなに難しいんだろう
瓦礫の隙間から見据えた光を頼りに
探しに行こう生きる理由ってやつを
あの日のカラスにそっと呟いた
「私もお前もくたばるには早すぎるだろう?」
ka ke tiga e ta botan wo hissi ni yari nao se do
umaku ha ika nai irada ti to hagayu sa ni oka sa re te
haka ri si renai rettoukan ni saina ma re te
dare ka wo baka ni si te u mare ta kairaku ni izon si ta
me wo somu ke taku naru you na nyu-su bakari naga re teru
zin ha nante yowa ku te oro ka na no desyo u ka
watasi ha dare da ? o mae ha dare na n da ?
kagami ni tubuya i ta kotoba de mune ga kuru sii yo
wara xtu ta kamen wo koumu xtu te ta e te i tara
hontou no zibun sura miusina xtu te simaxtu ta n da
「 itomo kantan ni hito ha hito wo uragi ru kedo
kin to kusuri ha watasi wo misu te tari si nai no yo 。 」
uturo na me tekubi no kizu wo na de watasi ni i xtu ta
muzyaki na egao daxtu ta kanozyo ha
mou doko ni mo i nai
kokoro no kowa re yuku oto ha amari ni mo sizu ka da kara
teoku re ni naru made hito ha ki zu ke nai
siawa se to ha nan da ? i kiru imi tte na n da ?
kota e wo da se nai zibun ga nasa kenaku te kuya sii yo
ku isibaxtu ta ha no sukima kara ahu re de ta oetu ga
sizu ka na yoru no mati wo hibi i te yuku
yuuya ke wo ka keru karasu no mu re ni so re ta hane wo ita me ta yatu
ga
bukiyou ni to n de iru
watasi ha o mae no kimo ti ga yoku wakaru yo hutuu ni i kiru tte
naze konnani muzuka sii n daro u
gareki no sukima kara misu e ta hikari wo tayo ri ni
saga si ni i ko u i kiru riyuu tte yatu wo
ano hi no karasu ni sotto tubuya i ta
「 watasi mo o mae mo kutabaru ni ha haya sugiru daro u ? 」
Push the wrong button again desperately.
Be invaded by unpleasant anxiety and itching.
Suffering from an immeasurable sense of inferiority
Rely on the pleasure of fooling someone.
There are all kinds of dizzying news.
How weak and stupid people are
Who am I? Who are you?
The muttering in the mirror made me feel bad.
If you are patient with a smiling mask.
I lost my true self.
"Although people can easily betray people.
Money and medicine won't abandon me. "
Touching the empty eyes, wrist wound said to me
Her innocent smile.
It's everywhere.
Because the sound of heartbreak is too quiet.
No one will notice until it is too late.
What is happiness? What is the meaning of life?
I am ashamed of myself who can't answer, and I regret it.
A sob that overflowed through clenched teeth.
Streets that resound through the silent night
A guy whose wings are covered by crows running in the sunset.
moth
Fly clumsily
I understand your feelings and live a normal life.
Why is it so difficult?
Relying on the light seen through the rubble gap
Go find it, the reason to live.
Whisper softly to the crow that day.
"You and I are too early, aren't we?"