堂村璃羽 – 不純愛 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

重ねた身体の数だけ
忘れた人の愛し方を
わかってるけど飲み込めない
都合いい大人の愛なんて
それが大人になることなら
私このまま子供でいいよ
報われない君への愛も
汚れた身体ごと溶かして
都合いい関係のくせに
都合の悪い私の心
濡れた身体はきっといつだって
心が泣いていたんだろう
愛の期待を込めても何も
君は変わらないくせに
君に別れを次こそ告げようって
決めた日に限ってさ
私の想いが透けてるように
君は優しくってさ
バカな私は繰り返すんだ
またドアをノックする
代わりなんていくらでもあるこの愛と
近いはずがずっと遠い君が持った愛を
君が向けた背に触れて比べていた毎夜
こうも違う愛に1人泣いたことは内緒
ねえずっと君とこのままの関係なら
いつの日か私の恋は結ばれないのかな
重ねた身体の数だけ
忘れた人の愛し方を
わかってるけど飲み込めない
都合いい大人の愛なんて
それが大人になることなら
私このまま子供でいいよ
報われない君への愛も
汚れた身体ごと溶かして
あの日のままのグラスとアイスキューブ
私だけ魔法から溶けずに
何度も変わろうと繰り返すけど
気付けば変わることすら恐れて
同じような人を探しては安心してる
ダメだなんてこともわかってるけど
消えたくなるよいっそ
愛も君もこの汚れた身体も
また１から戻せないのかな
きっとあの最初の夜がダメだった
簡単な女じゃなければ
わかったんだでも遅かった
次は失敗しないようになんて
私次じゃなく今が欲しかった

kasaneta shintai no kazu dake
wasureta hito no itoshi kata o
wakatterukedo nomikomenai
tsugō ī otona no ai nante
sore ga otona ni naru kotonara
watashi kono mama kodomode īyo
mukuwarenai kimi e no ai mo
yogoreta shintaigoto tokashite
tsugō ī kankei no kuse ni
tsugō no warui watashi no kokoro
nureta shintai wa kitto itsu datte
kokoro ga naiteita ndarō
ai no kitai o komete mo nani mo
kun wa kawaranai kuse ni
kun ni wakare o tsugi koso tsugeyō tte
kimeta hi ni kagittesa
watashi no omoi ga suketeru yō ni
kun wa yasashikuttesa
bakana watashi wa kurikaesu nda
mata doa o nokku suru
kawari nante ikura de mo aru kono ai to
chikai hazu ga zutto tōi kimi ga motta ai o
kun ga muketa se ni furete kurabeteita maiyo
kō mo chigau ai ni 1 nin naita koto wa naisho
nē zutto kimi to kono mama no kankeinara
itsu no hi ka watashi no koi wa musubarenai no kana
kasaneta shintai no kazu dake
wasureta hito no itoshi kata o
wakatterukedo nomikomenai
tsugō ī otona no ai nante
sore ga otona ni naru kotonara
watashi kono mama kodomode īyo
mukuwarenai kimi e no ai mo
yogoreta shintaigoto tokashite
ano hi no mama no gurasu to aisu kyūbu
watashi dake mahō kara tokezu ni
nan do mo kawarō to kurikaesukedo
kizukeba kawaru koto sura osorete
onaji yōna hito o sagashite wa anshin shiteru
dameda nante koto mo wakatterukedo
kietaku naruyo isso
ai mo kimi mo kono yogoreta shintai mo
mata ichi kara modosenai no kana
kitto ano saisho no yoru ga damedatta
kantanna onna janakereba
wakatta ndade mo osokatta
tsugi wa shippai shinai yō ni nante
watashi ji janaku ima ga hoshikatta

Only the number of overlapping bodies
Put the forgotten person's love method
I know, but I can't swallow it.
Just the love of adults.
If that's a grown-up thing,
I'll just be a child like this.
So is unrequited love for you.
Melt the whole dirty body.
Mingming has a good relationship.
Inconvenient to my heart
When must the wet body be?
Have you cried in your heart?
Look forward to nothing with love.
You obviously haven't changed.
Say goodbye to you next time.
Only on the date of decision
Just like my idea.
Say you want to be gentle
Stupid. I'll repeat it
Knock again
And this kind of love is beyond measure
Put the love you have that should be close but far away.
Touch and compare the back you face every night.
Crying a person without telling such a different love.
Hey, if it's a relationship with you all the time.
One day my love will not end, will it?
Only the number of overlapping bodies
Put the forgotten person's love method
I know, but I can't swallow it.
Just the love of adults.
If that's a grown-up thing,
I'll just be a child like this.
So is unrequited love for you.
Melt the whole dirty body.
The glasses and ice cubes of that day
Only I didn't melt from magic.
Despite many attempts to change
I am even afraid that I will change when I return to my mind.
I'm relieved to find the same person
Although I know I can't.
I'll want to disappear
Love, you, this dirty body
You can't recover from 1 again, can you
It must be that first night. No.
If it's not a simple woman
I see, but it's too late.
In order not to fail next time
I want now, not me.