トゲナシトゲアリ – 心象的フラクタル (beni-shouga) 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

いつだって書いた運命は
手を伸ばして消えてゆく
不安定な僕の心を
揺さぶる

それでもあがいた運命は
ちょっとずつ熱を帯びてゆく
世界が回り始める

うだつが上がらない人生は
どうしようもない日常な
あたりさわりもないはずが
つまずく

傷ついたあの日の感情は
思い出せないくらいに凪いだ
無関心な君に溶けてゆく

言えない気持ちだとか
大丈夫なんて言葉が
そんな顔をしないでよ
君はどこへ行く

憂いを帯びた風景と
吐き出したあの衝動が
混ざりあって確かな感情が生まれた
何かが足りなくて　それを探してるって
今もまた　私は生きている
日常に溶けた不安も
形容しがたい思いも
今笑えた気がするから
だから少しだけ　前を少し向いて
歩き出す

沁みついた街の情景は
瞼の裏に隠された
秘匿性の思いと混ざって
ひりつく

感覚は追いつかないが
確かなことは揺らがないんだ
ゆっくり私に溶けてく

言いたい気持ちだとか
なんてことない言葉が
一瞬光って空に
瞬いた気がした

結んだ約束もあって
言えない気持ちの途中だ
不確かな心の旅の先は
何があるかなんて　どこに行くのかなんて
今はまだ　わからないでいる
触れた指先の期待と
熱を帯びている肌が
今の私の答えです
きっと君にだって
どんなところにだって
行けるから

itu datte ka i ta unmei ha
te wo no basi te ki e te yuku
huantei na boku no kokoro wo
yu saburu

sore demo agai ta unmei ha
tyotto zutu netu wo o bi te yuku
sekai ga mawa ri hazi meru

udatu ga a gara nai zinsei ha
dou siyoumonai nitizyou na
atari sawari mo nai hazu ga
tumazuku

kizu tui ta ano hi no kanzyou ha
omo i da se nai kurai ni na i da
mukansin na kimi ni to ke te yuku

i e nai kimo ti da toka
daizyoubu nante kotoba ga
sonna kao wo si nai deyo
kun ha doko he i ku

ure i wo o bi ta huukei to
ha ki da si ta ano syoudou ga
ma zariaxtu te tasi ka na kanzyou ga u mare ta
nani ka ga ta ri naku te 　 sore wo saga si teru tte
ima mo mata 　 watasi ha i ki te iru
nitizyou ni to ke ta huan mo
keiyou si gatai omo i mo
ima wara e ta ki ga suru kara
da kara suko si dake 　 mae wo suko si mu i te
aru ki da su

si mi tui ta mati no zyoukei ha
mabuta no ura ni kaku sa re ta
hitokusei no omo i to ma zaxtu te
hirituku

kankaku ha o ituka nai ga
tasi ka na koto ha yu raga nai n da
yukkuri watasi ni to ke teku

i i tai kimo ti da toka
nante koto nai kotoba ga
issyun hika xtu te sora ni
matata i ta ki ga si ta

musu n da yakusoku mo axtu te
i e nai kimo ti no totyuu da
hutasi ka na kokoro no tabi no saki ha
nani ga aru ka nante 　 doko ni i ku no ka nante
ima ha mada 　 wakara nai de iru
hu re ta yubisaki no kitai to
netu wo o bi te iru hada ga
ima no watasi no kota e desu
kitto kimi ni datte
donna tokoro ni datte
okona keru kara

Always write about fate.
Reach out and disappear
Unstable my heart
shake

Nevertheless, the fate of struggle
Fever down bit by bit
The world began to turn.

A life that can't hold its head.
Helpless daily life
I don't think I touched it either.
trip

Feelings on the day of injury
It's too quiet to remember.
Blend into the cold you.

I can't say how I feel or something.
It doesn't matter what you say.
Don't show that expression.
Where are you going?

With sad scenery and
The urge to spit it out
Mixed together to produce a solid feeling.
Said something was missing, looking for that.
Now I'm still alive.
So is the anxiety dissolved in daily life.
An indescribable mood
Because I think I'm laughing now
So just step forward.
Take a step

A refreshing street scene
Hide in your eyes
Mixed with hidden thoughts
prick

Although it feels like I can't keep up
The real thing will not be shaken.
Slowly melting on me.

I want to talk about my mood and so on.
Words beyond measure.
Instantly glow, in the air
Feel the blink of an eye

There are also agreements concluded.
Be in an unspeakable mood
The end point of the uncertain mental journey is
Go wherever you have anything.
I don't know yet
Touch the fingertips of expectation and
Fever skin
Is my answer now.
It must be you.
No matter where it is.
Because you can go