アツキタケトモ – Outsider 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

作詞：Atsuki Taketomo
作曲：Atsuki Taketomo

あっち行けと言われたんで
言われた通り　あっちに行ったら
“こっち来んな　どっか行け！
ここはお前の居場所じゃない”

何処に行けばいいんですか？
僕は誰を信じりゃいいんですか？
過去・未来の狭間で
行き場のない世代

何処にいても繋がるのに
電波ばかりで心が通わない

うまく言えない　本心を隠し
生きていけない　現実の社会
会話(はな)したいが間がつかめない

顔は見せない　実名を隠し
会ったりしない関係の
友達相手なら饒舌

誰かといるときの方が
一人より孤独なアウトサイダー
当たり障りない応対ができない失態
理解できない
僕が何したってんだい？
波風が立ってしまう

至って普通なんでって言ったって
普通って何だっけ？
何故に属せない俗世間
身勝手な社会

思いやりは誰のために？
困っている人ではなく偉い人
くだらない

言ったもん勝ち　旧来のセオリー
“差別ではない区別”の論理
変わりたいが分かり合えない

規定されない人生の話
否定されない尊厳の話
だって千差万別

誰かといるときの方が
一人より孤独なアウトサイダー

うまく言えない　本心を隠し
生きていけない　現実の社会
会話(はな)したいが間がつかめない

顔は見せない　実名を隠し
会ったりしない関係の
友達相手なら饒舌

誰かといるときの方が
一人より孤独なアウトサイダー

atti i ke to i wa re ta nde
i wa re ta too ri 　 atti ni i xtu tara
“ kotti ko n na 　 dokka i ke ！
koko ha o mae no ibasyo zya nai ”

doko ni i ke ba ii n desu ka ？
boku ha dare wo sin zirya ii n desu ka ？
kako ・ mirai no hazama de
i ki ba no nai sedai

doko ni i te mo tuna garu noni
denpa bakari de kokoro ga kayo wa nai

umaku i e nai 　 honsin wo kaku si
i ki te i ke nai 　 genzitu no syakai
kaiwa ( hana ) si tai ga aida ga tuka me nai

kao ha mi se nai 　 zitumei wo kaku si
a xtu tari si nai kankei no
tomodati aite nara zyouzetu

dare ka to iru toki no hou ga
hitori yori kodoku na autosaida-
a tari sawa ri nai outai ga deki nai sittai
rikai deki nai
boku ga nani si ta tte n dai ？
namikaze ga ta xtu te simau

ita tte hutuu na n de tte i xtu ta tte
hutuu tte nani da kke ？
naze ni zoku se nai zokuseken
migatte na syakai

omo iyari ha dare no tame ni ？
koma xtu te iru hito de ha naku era i hito
kudaranai

i xtu ta mon ka ti 　 kyuurai no seori-
“ sabetu de ha nai kubetu ” no ronri
ka wari tai ga wa kari a e nai

kitei sa re nai zinsei no hanasi
hitei sa re nai songen no hanasi
datte sensabanbetu

dare ka to iru toki no hou ga
hitori yori kodoku na autosaida-

umaku i e nai 　 honsin wo kaku si
i ki te i ke nai 　 genzitu no syakai
kaiwa ( hana ) si tai ga aida ga tuka me nai

kao ha mi se nai 　 zitumei wo kaku si
a xtu tari si nai kankei no
tomodati aite nara zyouzetu

dare ka to iru toki no hou ga
hitori yori kodoku na autosaida-

He told me to go that way.
So I went over there like they told me to.
He said, "Don't come over here! Go away!
You don't belong here."

Where am I supposed to go?
Who am I supposed to trust?
Between the past and the future
A generation with nowhere to go

Wherever I am, I'm connected
I can't communicate with anyone over the airwaves

I can't say it well, I can't hide my true feelings
I can't live in the real world
We want to have a conversation, but we can't find the right moment.

We don't show our faces, we don't tell our real names.
I don't meet them, I don't talk to them.
I'm more talkative with friends

I'm more alone when I'm with someone else
Outsider, more solitary than alone.
A failure to be casual.
I don't understand.
What did I do?
I'm just trying to make waves.

I'm just saying it's perfectly normal.
What is normal?
Why can't I belong to the secular world
A selfish society

For whom is compassion?
Not those in need, but the great ones
It's all a bunch of nonsense

The old theory of "say what you mean, do what you say
The logic of "distinction not discrimination
We want to change, but we don't understand each other

A life story that is not defined
A story of dignity that is not denied
Because there are so many different kinds of people

I'm more alone when I'm with someone
I'm a lonelier outsider than I am alone

I can't say it well, I can't hide my true feelings
I can't live in the real world
I want to have a conversation, but I can't find the right moment

I don't show my face. I hide my real name.
I don't see my face, I hide my real name, I don't see my friends.
I'm more talkative with friends

I'm more alone when I'm with someone else
Outsiders are lonelier than those who are alone.