claquepot – silence feat. 田邊駿一 (BLUE ENCOUNT) 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

作詞：claquepot・Shinichi Tanabe (BLUE ENCOUNT)
作曲：claquepot・Shinichi Tanabe (BLUE ENCOUNT)

広いベッドを自由に泳ぐたび
まとわりつく虚しさを
振り払うようにして起きあがろうと
狭い脳内の矛盾に気づかないフリして
無理してるのかも

初めての感覚だった
離したくないと思った
だから大事に抱きしめてたんだ
時に腫れ物に触るように
握りしめるほどに二人
砂時計みたいなリズムでさ
少しずつ崩れては
簡単に吹き飛ばされていく

やけに早いレスポンスと
なじみのないアクセサリー
この違和感の答えを

黙っていたんだよ
分かっていたけど
すれ違った誓いも視界も
気づいたら霞んでいた

待っていたんだよ
去っていったあの日を
瞼で塞いで消した

忘れやしないのに
会えやしないのに
今なら浮かび上がる妥協点

忘れやしないのに
会えやしないのに
今でも探している可能性

おびただしい数のquestion
問いただし乱すよreaction
吐き出すのはため息に限りなく近い「さよなら」
君にとってこれはただの通過点
地味に後処理がまだの導火線
消せない履歴たちは
嘲笑い続ける

今は既に無き当たり前
静かな日々　しない代わり映え
振り返ったとして振替
効かず燻る想いの火種
何もかも失ったわけじゃないが
何もかもに紐づいてしまうんだ

黙っていたんだよ
分かっていたけど
すれ違った誓いも視界も
気づいたら霞んでいた

待っていたんだよ
去っていったあの日を
瞼で塞いで消した

すでに遅い後悔を　繰り返えせど戻せない　また間違えた答えを

黙っていたんだよ
分かっていたけど
すれ違った誓いも視界も
気づいたら霞んでいた

待っていたんだよ
去っていったあの日を
瞼で塞いで消した

忘れやしないのに
会えやしないのに
今なら浮かび上がる妥協点

忘れやしないのに
会えやしないのに
今でも探している可能性

意地っ張りわがまま自分勝手
気分屋泣き虫
趣味も寝る時間も
微妙に合わないままだったけど
それを愛したのは自分かって気づいてしまったの
黙っていたんだよ
分かっていたけど

hiro i beddo wo ziyuu ni oyo gu tabi
matowarituku muna si sa wo
hu ri hara u you ni si te o kiagaro u to
sema i nounai no muzyun ni ki zuka nai huri si te
muri si teru no kamo

hazi mete no kankaku daxtu ta
hana si taku nai to omo xtu ta
da kara daizi ni ida kisime te ta n da
zi ni ha re mono ni sawa ru you ni
nigi risimeru hodo ni hutari
sunadokei mitai na rizumu de sa
suko sizutu kuzu re te ha
kantan ni hu ki to basa re te iku

yakeni haya i resuponsu to
nazimi no nai akusesari-
kono iwakan no kota e wo

dama xtu te itan da yo
wa kaxtu te i ta kedo
sure tiga xtu ta tika i mo sikai mo
ki zui tara kasu n de i ta

ma xtu te itan da yo
sa xtu te ixtu ta ano hi wo
mabuta de husa i de ke si ta

wasu re ya si nai noni
a e ya si nai noni
ima nara u kabi a garu dakyouten

wasu re ya si nai noni
a e ya si nai noni
ima demo saga si te iru kanousei

obitadasii kazu no question
to itadasi mida su yo reaction
ha ki da su no ha tame iki ni kagi rinaku tika i 「 sayonara 」
kun ni toxtu te kore ha tada no tuukaten
zimi ni atosyori ga mada no doukasen
ke se nai rireki tati ha
azawara i tuzu keru

ima ha sude ni na ki a tari mae
sizu ka na hibi 　 si nai ka wari ba e
hu ri kae xtu ta to si te hurikae
ki ka zu ibu ru omo i no hidane
nani mokamo usina xtu ta wake zya nai ga
nani mokamo ni himo zui te simau n da

dama xtu te itan da yo
wa kaxtu te i ta kedo
sure tiga xtu ta tika i mo sikai mo
ki zui tara kasu n de i ta

ma xtu te itan da yo
sa xtu te ixtu ta ano hi wo
mabuta de husa i de ke si ta

sudeni oso i koukai wo 　 ku ri kae e se do modo se nai 　 mata matiga e ta kota e wo

dama xtu te itan da yo
wa kaxtu te i ta kedo
sure tiga xtu ta tika i mo sikai mo
ki zui tara kasu n de i ta

ma xtu te itan da yo
sa xtu te ixtu ta ano hi wo
mabuta de husa i de ke si ta

wasu re ya si nai noni
a e ya si nai noni
ima nara u kabi a garu dakyouten

wasu re ya si nai noni
a e ya si nai noni
ima demo saga si te iru kanousei

izi xtu pa ri wagamama zibunkatte
kibun ya na ki musi
syumi mo ne ru zikan mo
bimyou ni a wa nai mama daxtu ta kedo
sore wo ai si ta no ha zibun ka tte ki zui te simaxtu ta no
dama xtu te itan da yo
wa kaxtu te i ta kedo

Whenever I swim freely in the wide bed
I try to shake off the emptiness that clings to me
I try to shake off the emptiness that clings to me
Pretending not to notice the contradictions in my small brain
Maybe I'm pushing myself too hard.

For the first time in my life
I didn't want to let go.
That's why I held on so tight.
Sometimes it was like touching a tumor.
The more I held on to it, the more we held on to it.
Like an hourglass rhythm
Like an hourglass that crumbles little by little
And then easily blown away

with a surprisingly fast response
and unfamiliar accessories
The answer to this discomfort

I didn't tell you.
I knew it was coming.
The vows we passed each other, the vision
I found myself in a haze

I've been waiting for you
The day you left me
I closed my eyelids and erased it

I couldn't let myself forget
I'd never see him again
I can see the compromise now

I can't let myself forget
I can't even see him
I'm still searching for the possibility

A plethora of questions
I ask and disturb reaction
I let out a "good-bye" that's as close to a sigh as I can get
For you, this is just a passing phase
A fuse that has yet to be post-processed in a humble way
The history that cannot be erased
The history that cannot be erased

Now it's already gone and taken for granted
Quiet days, no alternatives
Even if we look back
A spark of smoldering thoughts that won't work
I haven't lost everything
But everything is tied to everything else

I kept my mouth shut
I knew it was coming, but
We passed each other's vows and our vision
And when I came to, it was all a blur

I've been waiting for you
The day you left me
I closed my eyelids and erased it

I've already regretted it too late, but I can't get it back, I've given you the wrong answer again.

I didn't tell you.
I knew it, but I couldn't.
The vows we'd made in passing, the vision we'd had...
And when I came to, it was all a blur

I've been waiting for you
The day you left me
I closed my eyelids and erased it

I couldn't let myself forget
I'd never see him again
I can see the compromise now

I can't let myself forget
I can't even see him
Possibilities I'm still searching for

stubborn, selfish, egotistical
Moody crybaby
Hobbies and bedtimes
And our hobbies and our bedtimes
I realized I was the one who loved it
I didn't tell him.
I knew.