夏川椎菜 – ササクレ 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

側にあるもの 手探りながら
馴染むとこにだけ
なんとなく染まった
見えるものだけ 羨ましくて
ぐずった心は やるせないままで
バカみたい

咲いたのかわからんないまま
実落として
出来たって言えっこないんだよ

こうやって芯に触れたフリすれば
昨日より
退屈な存在を
逃げ出していれるのだろう？
何モンだって言えなくて
ただボクなんて違うんだ
そりゃもうムチャクチャな
言い分だろう
笑うよ

型になるもの 手放したなら
弛んだことすら 顔あげるための
糧みたい

蒔いたまま
わかんないまま見落として
出来たってしたくはないから

ダサくたって全部捨てて駆け出せば
ただ白い未確定な残像も
確かな一歩だろう？
鼻かんだって弱くって
つまずいた声のまんま
ただムシャクシャじゃいれないから
話すよ

広く包むようだったり
ただキラキラは似合わない
誰もいらないなら
そのササクレだけは
ボクのもの

そうなんだ
芯に触れたフリじゃなく
ただ一人こうやって
存在を投げかけていたいんだ
ああ、もう
何モンだって良くなって
ただボクだっていいかって
そりゃムチャクチャな言い分だろう
笑うよ

gawa ni aru mono tesagu ri nagara
nazi mu toko ni dake
nantonaku so maxtu ta
mi eru mono dake uraya masiku te
guzuxtu ta kokoro ha yarusenai mama de
baka mitai

sa i ta no ka wakara n nai mama
mi o tosi te
deki ta tte i e kko nai n da yo

kou yaxtu te sin ni hu re ta huri sure ba
kinou yori
taikutu na sonzai wo
ni ge da si te ireru no daro u ？
nani mon datte i e naku te
tada boku nante tiga u n da
sorya mou mutyakutya na
i i bun daro u
wara u yo

gata ni naru mono tebana si ta nara
tayu n da koto sura kao ageru tame no
kate mitai

ma i ta mama
wakan nai mama mio tosi te
deki ta tte si taku ha nai kara

dasaku taxtu te zenbu su te te ka ke da se ba
tada siro i mi kakutei na zanzou mo
tasi ka na 一 po daro u ？
hana kan datte yowa kuxtu te
tumazui ta koe no manma
tada musyakusya zya ire nai kara
hana su yo

hiro ku tutu mu you daxtu tari
tada kirakira ha nia wa nai
dare mo ira nai nara
sono sasakure dake ha
boku no mono

sou na n da
sin ni hu re ta huri zya naku
tada hitori kou yaxtu te
sonzai wo na gekake te i tai n da
aa 、 mou
nani mon datte yo ku naxtu te
tada boku datte ii ka tte
sorya mutyakutya na i i bun daro u
wara u yo

Groping for what's by my side
Only where I fit in
Somehow I'm dyed in
I envy only what I can see
My heart is still in a state of despair
I feel like an idiot

I don't even know if they bloomed
I can't tell if it's done
I can't even say it's done

If I pretend to touch the core like this
Than yesterday
I can escape the boredom of my existence
I can escape, can't I?
I can't say I'm anything
I'm just not what you think I am
Well, that's a pretty messed up way of putting it.
I'm sure that's a messed up thing to say.
It's funny.

If you let go of what makes you who you are
I'd have to let go of all my slack
It's like food for your face.

It's like it's still sown
I don't want to overlook it
I don't want to do it even if I could

Even if it's lame, if you throw it all away and run away
Even if it's just a white, indefinite afterimage
It's a sure step, isn't it?
Even if you blow your nose
With the same voice that stumbled
I can't just stay in my munchies
I'll talk

I don't want to wrap it all up in a big ball
But sparkles just don't suit me
If you don't need anyone
Just a little bit of that sparkle
That's mine

That's what I'm talking about
I'm not pretending to touch the core
I just want to be alone like this
I just want to throw my presence out there
Oh, God.
I don't care what it is.
Just be me?
That's a crazy thing to say.
That's funny.