春瀬烈 – 雨葬 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

雨が降っては　辿り着ける場所もないから　今のうちに　話しておこうか
あれから幾星霜　結局これで良かったのかな　詠み人知らずになる前に

振り返ってみれば　覚束ない足跡　思えば遠くにきたのかもしれない
軋む籐椅子に座る　痛んだ夢と二人　遣らずの雨音

この後悔も感傷も情動も　全てどう弔えばいい　片生いの光と　等価の悲哀
この歌もちゃちな群青だ　この声が変わろうとも
少年の声がまだ　頭に鳴っていた

曖昧な日々　繰り返し旅路と呼べば　たくさんの人が過ぎていった
歩き出すには　抱えきれない荷物とは　体のいい言葉かもしれない

壊れたものはなおらない　死んだひとはかえらない
歌にもできない悲しみと懊悩　忘れたこと
雨の夜には　心が荒んだ　こんな僕を流して溶かしてよ

この羨望も惆悵も青春も　全てもう離れないような　血液によく似た　心覚え
何度でも噛み続けるはずだろう　それでもいつか
褪せて消えるときを　僕の終わりにして

育ち続ける呪いを抱えては　叶わない風景を看取っては泣いて悔やんだ
それでも昏い日に挟んだ栞は　この一行の為にあったんだな
なんて時々思うんだ

明日雨が降れば花が咲けば　目が覚めたなら
この息を止めよう　なんて何度目の終りだ
もう全部投げ捨てたい

風に吹かれた帽子を拾うように　気取らぬ足で
踏み出す足でいい　明日へ出向くには丁度いい
何処にも行けないけれど僕は行くよ　餞の歌を携え向こう側へ
ここにはいられないから

ame ga hu xtu te ha 　 tado ri tu keru basyo mo nai kara 　 ima no uti ni 　 hana si te oko u ka
are kara ikuseisou 　 kekkyoku kore de yo kaxtu ta no kana 　 yo mi bito si ra zu ni naru mae ni

hu ri kae xtu te mire ba 　 obotuka nai asiato 　 omo e ba too ku ni ki ta no kamo sire nai
kisi mu touisu ni suwa ru 　 ita n da yume to hutari 　 ya ra zu no amaoto

kono koukai mo kansyou mo zyoudou mo 　 sube te dou tomura e ba ii 　 katao i no hikari to 　 touka no hiai
kono uta mo tyati na gunzyou da 　 kono koe ga ka waro u to mo
syounen no koe ga mada 　 atama ni na xtu te i ta

aimai na hibi 　 ku ri kae si tabizi to yo be ba 　 takusan no hito ga su gi te ixtu ta
aru ki da su ni ha 　 kaka e ki re nai nimotu to ha 　 karada no ii kotoba kamo sire nai

kowa re ta mono ha na ora nai 　 si n da hito ha kaera nai
uta ni mo deki nai kana simi to ounou 　 wasu re ta koto
ame no yoru ni ha 　 kokoro ga susa n da 　 konna boku wo naga si te to kasi teyo

kono senbou mo tyuu tyou mo seisyun mo 　 sube te mou hana re nai you na 　 ketueki ni yoku ni ta 　 kokoroobo e
nando demo ka mi tuzu keru hazu daro u 　 soredemo ituka
a se te ki eru toki wo 　 boku no o wari ni si te

soda ti tuzu keru noro i wo kaka e te ha 　 kana wa nai huukei wo mito xtu te ha na i te ku yan da
soredemo kon i hi ni hasa n da siori ha 　 kono ikkou no tame ni axtu ta n da na
nante tokidoki omo u n da

asita ame ga hu re ba hana ga sa ke ba 　 me ga sa me ta nara
kono iki wo to meyo u 　 nante nandome no owa ri da
mou zenbu na ge su te tai

huu ni hu ka re ta bousi wo hiro u you ni 　 kido ra nu asi de
hu mi da su asi de ii 　 asita he demu ku ni ha tyoudo ii
doko ni mo i ke nai keredo boku ha i ku yo 　 hanamuke no uta wo tazusa e mu kou gawa he
koko ni ha i rare nai kara

I'll tell you about it while I can, because there's nowhere to go when the rains come.
I wonder if it's all for the best after all, before I'm a poet unknown to the world

I look back and see my shabby footprints, maybe I've come too far
sitting in a creaking wicker chair with a sore dream and two people, the sound of rain without a purpose

how can I mourn all these regrets, sentiments, and emotions, all of them, the light of one life and the sorrow of the other?
this song, too, is a cheap swarm of blue, even if this voice has changed
The boy's voice still rings in my head

I call it a journey, and many people have passed.
I can't carry all the baggage I need to start walking, maybe that's a nice way of putting it.

Broken things can't be fixed, dead people can't be brought back.
Sorrow and anguish that can't be sung, things forgotten
On a rainy night, my heart is so wild, let me be washed away and melt away.

This envy, this anguish, this youth, all of it, it's like blood that will never leave me again.
I'll keep chewing on it over and over again, and still, someday
I'll make the time of fading and disappearing my end.

I held on to the curse that kept growing up, and cried and regretted over the scenery that would never come true.
Still, the bookmark that I put in the coma was for this one line, wasn't it?
I sometimes think

If it rains tomorrow, if flowers bloom, if I wake up
I'll hold my breath... how many times have I done that?
I just want to throw it all away.

Like picking up a hat in the wind, with unassuming feet.
Just the right foot to step out, just the right foot to go out tomorrow
I can't go anywhere, but I'm going, carrying a parting song to the other side
Cause I can't stay here