NEE – 本日の正体 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

時代の流れに揺れる
駆け足な世界で
歩けなくなった僕の
隣で灯る夕焼けの焦燥

下らない話で笑いたい
何気ない言葉で歌いたい
話せなくなった僕の
後ろで笑う過ち

生きたら
彷徨う
夜の中で
眩しすぎる街の明かりに
火をつけて

叶わない僕達の運命を
貪る、軽薄な人生よ
明日もまた同じ世界で歌うから

傷つける本日の正体は
いつでも目の前で泣いている
誰よりも脆く弱く生きてたいのです
いつまでも

「誰にも嫌われたくない」
卑屈ばかり吐く僕は
「周りの目に怯えてます」
ただの被害者面で害悪者

いつの間にか1人になって
だけどそれにすら気付けなくって
「自分は間違ってないんだ」
なのに僕も自分が嫌いです

愛して欲しいだけ
誰でもいい
シワだらけの服みたいな僕を
捨てないで

耐え切れない心の苦しさは
さりげなく枕に滴るのだ
「馬鹿だね、でも君らしいね」って
笑ってよ

抱きしめる本日の正体は
気づかない程身近に居るさ
誰よりもソッと静かに見守るのです

感情は誰かの為でもないから
呼吸を繰り返す僕なの
産まれたのは誰かのせいですか？

僕の正体はなんですか？
この流れる涙は嘘ですか？
誰に向けてたんでしょう
意味もないこの怒りは

叶わない僕達の運命を
貪る、軽薄な人生よ
明日もまた同じ世界で歌うから

忘れてく本日の正体は
確かに僕の内側でまだ
臆病に脆く弱く生きて居るのです
また会いましょう

zidai no naga re ni yu reru
ka ke asi na sekai de
aru ke naku naxtu ta boku no
tonari de tomo ru yuuya ke no syousou

kuda ranai hanasi de wara i tai
nanige nai kotoba de uta i tai
hana se naku naxtu ta boku no
usi ro de wara u ayama ti

i ki tara
samayo u
yoru no naka de
mabu si sugiru mati no a kari ni
hi wo tuke te

kana wa nai boku tati no unmei wo
musabo ru 、 keihaku na zinsei yo
asita mo mata ona zi sekai de uta u kara

kizu tukeru honzitu no syoutai ha
itu demo me no mae de na i te iru
dare yori mo moro ku yowa ku i ki te tai no desu
itu made mo

「 dare ni mo kira wa re taku nai 」
hikutu bakari ha ku boku ha
「 mawa ri no me ni obi e te masu 」
tada no higaisya men de gai warumono

ituno ma nika 1 nin ni naxtu te
da kedo sore ni sura kizu ke nakuxtu te
「 zibun ha matiga xtu te nai n da 」
na no ni boku mo zibun ga kira i desu

ai si te ho sii dake
dare demo ii
siwa darake no huku mitai na boku wo
su te nai de

ta e ki re nai kokoro no kuru si sa ha
sarigenaku makura ni sitata ru no da
「 baka da ne 、 demo kimi rasii ne 」 tte
wara xtu teyo

ida kisimeru honzitu no syoutai ha
ki zuka nai hodo mizika ni i ru sa
dare yori mo sotto sizu ka ni mimamo ru no desu

kanzyou ha dare ka no tame demo nai kara
kokyuu wo ku ri kae su boku na no
u mare ta no ha dare ka no sei desu ka ？

boku no syoutai ha na n desu ka ？
kono naga reru namida ha uso desu ka ？
dare ni mu ke te ta n desyo u
imi mo nai kono ika ri ha

kana wa nai boku tati no unmei wo
musabo ru 、 keihaku na zinsei yo
asita mo mata ona zi sekai de uta u kara

wasu re teku honzitu no syoutai ha
tasi ka ni boku no utigawa de mada
okubyou ni moro ku yowa ku i ki te i ru no desu
mata a i masyo u

Swaying with the current of the times
In a fast-paced world
I can no longer walk
The frustration of the sunset lights up next to me

I want to laugh at the trivial talk
I want to sing with casual words
I can't talk anymore
I want to laugh at the mistakes

If I live
I want to wander
In the night
In the too bright lights of the city
And set them on fire

Our unfulfilled destiny
Devouring our destiny, our frivolous life
I'll sing again tomorrow in the same world

The true identity of today that hurts
It's always crying in front of us
I want to live more fragile and weak than anyone else
Forever

I don't want anyone to hate me
I'm the one who spits out nothing but meanness
"I'm afraid of what people will think of me"
I'm just a victim and a victimizer

Before I know it, I'm alone.
But I don't even know it.
I know I'm not wrong.
And yet I hate myself too.

I just want people to love me.
I don't care who you are.
I'm like a wrinkled dress
Don't throw me away

The bitterness in my heart that I can't bear
Dripping casually on my pillow
"I'm so stupid, but it's just like you."
Smile at me

The true identity of today, the day you embrace
I'm so close to you that you don't even notice.
I watch over you more quietly than anyone else.

Because my feelings are not for anyone else
It's me, repeating my breathing
Is it someone else's fault that I was born?

What am I?
Are these tears a lie?
To whom were they directed?
This anger that has no meaning

Our destiny that will never be fulfilled
Greedy, frivolous life
I'll sing again tomorrow in the same world

I'll forget what today is
Certainly still inside of me
Living timidly, fragile and weak
I'll see you again