歌手: Luna
配信/発売日:2023/02/10
作詞:*Luna
作曲:*Luna
どの色がいいんだろう 描いては消した
いつまでも選んでいる僕はまだ
淡く脆く 触れたページに 影を落とすだけだった
どうせ馴染まないんだ 蒼然なパレットだ
通りすがりの人が 指差して笑うんだ
そろそろうんざりだ
何かを怖がってばかりじゃないか
忘れ物が数え切れないほど思い浮かんで
落し物を縋るようにかき集めて
当たり前がどうしようもないほど恋しくて
あぁまたこうだ
抜け出せずに探しているんだ 彷徨ってるんだ
何も変われない僕だ
隅っこに転がる 見向きもされない
その色に確かに惹かれたんだ
深く滲む 凪いだページに 泣いた空を隠した
鋭くて強烈で 似ても似つかなくて気味悪がられて
それでも僕は僕で 誰にもなれなくて
この筆を握ってくと決めたんだ
綺麗事がいつからか綺麗じゃなくなって
絵空事を揚々とかき連ねて
交わらない境界線を睨みつけて
あぁまだ僕は 振り切れずに怯えているんだ
でも信じたんだ
何か起こりそうな日だった
選んだのはそれが「欲しい」と強く思えたから
筆を執ったのは心がちゃんと動いたから
新しい朝の色にそっと目を奪われて
あぁこの手が 震えてること分かっているんだ
でも描いたんだ
僕が今日にいる理由を
dono iro ga ii n daro u ega i te ha ke si ta
itu made mo era n de iru boku ha mada
awa ku moro ku hu re ta pe-zi ni kage wo o tosu dake daxtu ta
douse nazi ma nai n da souzen na paretto da
too risugari no hito ga yubisa si te wara u n da
sorosoro unzari da
nani ka wo kowa gaxtu te bakari zya nai ka
wasu re mono ga kazo e ki renai hodo omo i u kan de
oto si mono wo suga ru you ni kaki atu me te
a tari mae ga dou siyoumonai hodo koi siku te
axa mata kou da
nu ke da se zu ni saga si te iru n da samayo xtu teru n da
nani mo ka wa re nai boku da
sumi kko ni koro garu mimu ki mo sa re nai
sono iro ni tasi ka ni hi ka re ta n da
huka ku si mu na i da pe-zi ni na i ta sora wo kaku si ta
surudo ku te kyouretu de ni te mo ni tuka naku te kimiwaru gara re te
sore demo boku ha boku de dare ni mo na re naku te
kono hude wo nigi xtu teku to ki me ta n da
kirei koto ga itu kara ka kirei zya nakunaxtu te
esoragoto wo youyou to kaki tura ne te
mazi wara nai kyoukaisen wo nira mituke te
axa mada boku ha hu ri ki re zu ni obi e te iru n da
demo sin zi ta n da
nani ka o kori sou na hi daxtu ta
era n da no ha sore ga 「 ho sii 」 to tuyo ku omo e ta kara
hude wo to xtu ta no ha kokoro ga tyanto ugo i ta kara
atara sii asa no iro ni sotto me wo uba wa re te
axa kono te ga huru e teru koto wa kaxtu te iru n da
demo ega i ta n da
boku ga kyou ni iru riyuu wo
Which color did you draw, and then erased it?
I haven't chosen forever.
It just casts a shadow on the page that comes into contact with light and crisp.
I'm not familiar with it anyway. It's a vast palette.
People passing by will point at me and laugh.
Almost enough.
Aren't you always afraid of something?
Think of countless forgetting things.
Piece it together like a lost thing.
I miss what I take for granted.
Ah, that's it again
I can't get rid of it, I'm looking for it, I'm hesitating.
Nothing can change me.
And I don't like it. Get in the corner
I am really attracted by that color.
The weeping sky is hidden on the deeply infiltrated quiet page.
Sharp, strong, similar, and creepy.
In spite of this, I am still me, and no one can be.
I decided to hold this pen and go.
I don't know when good things have become ugly.
indulge in verbiage/exaggeration
Staring at the disjoint boundary line
Yeah, I haven't got rid of it yet, and I'm scared.
But I believed it.
Something seems to happen that day.
I chose it because I strongly felt that it was "what I wanted"
I wrote because I was moved.
I was gently attracted by the color of the new morning.
Yeah, I know this hand is shaking
But I drew
Why am I here today