歌手: 宮下遊
配信/発売日:2023/02/18
作詞:宮下遊
作曲:宮下遊
未だに熟れないこの心が
いつまでも空を憂うのなら
言葉は落葉(おちば)と枯葉の中
ずっと気弱なボクだな
落ちた果実が見詰める先は
騒がしく躍るキミの方へ
廃棄処分行きの果肉だと
こんな人生だった
笑われ者にならないように
慰め者にもならないように
片隅で膝を抱えている
今日も夜と待ち合わせ
ひとりぼっちの世界に香る
仄かな甘さが居場所だって
石を投げられることも無くて
息をしていよう
欠けた心の何処かの齧られた跡を
埋めて 無くして また噛んでいてね
なんてね ごめんね
足りない味をもう
捨ててたい
ねぇ いいでしょ
泣いていたっていいでしょ? ねぇ
溶け出すこの命は赤林檎
まだこの身だって青いままだったんだ
ねぇ いいでしょ
逃げ出したっていいでしょ? ねぇ
そうやって縋って願って謳うボクに今
ボクのままでいいよ
そう囁いて
一口だけの我儘なのに
許されないのはエゴのままに
不条理が理と言われた
そうだ それが生きること
走ることすらも苦手なのに
足踏みするのも辛いなんて
飛べない鳥も羽根があるのに
腐敗するボクは
何と呼ぶか 何者なのか
見失う程 弱虫だ
絵空事なら花蜜で飾る匂いのように
満たしたい
戯言でいいでしょ
嘘ついたっていいでしょ? ねぇ
ボクを救えるものは毒林檎
どんな未来像も知りたくは無かった
ねぇ いいでしょ
ねぇもういいでしょ? ねぇ
鉛雲から落ちてしまえたら
ボクはさよならだよ
そう叫んで
ima da ni u re nai kono kokoro ga
itu made mo sora wo ure u no nara
kotoba ha rakuyou ( oti ba ) to kareha no naka
zutto kiyowa na boku da na
o ti ta kazitu ga mitu meru saki ha
sawa gasiku odo ru kimi no hou he
haiki syobun i ki no kaniku da to
konna zinsei daxtu ta
wara ware mono ni nara nai you ni
nagusa me sya ni mo nara nai you ni
katasumi de hiza wo kaka e te iru
kyou mo yoru to ma ti a wase
hitoribotti no sekai ni kao ru
hono ka na ama sa ga ibasyo datte
isi wo na ge rareru koto mo na ku te
iki wo si te iyo u
ka ke ta kokoro no doko ka no kazi ra re ta ato wo
u me te na kusi te mata ka n de i te ne
nante ne gomen ne
ta ri nai azi wo mou
su te te tai
nexe ii desyo
na i te itatte ii desyo ? nexe
to ke da su kono inoti ha aka ringo
madako no mi datte ao i mama daxtu ta n da
nexe ii desyo
ni ge da si ta tte ii desyo ? nexe
sou yaxtu te suga xtu te nega xtu te uta u boku ni ima
boku no mama de ii yo
sou sasaya i te
hitokuti dake no wagamama na no ni
yuru sa re nai no ha ego no mama ni
huzyouri ga ri to i wa re ta
sou da sore ga i kiru koto
hasi ru koto sura mo nigate na no ni
asibu mi suru no mo kara i nante
to be nai tori mo hane ga aru noni
huhai suru boku ha
nan to yo bu ka nanimono na no ka
miusina u hodo yowamusi da
esoragoto nara kamitu de kaza ru nio i no you ni
mi tasi tai
zaregoto de ii desyo
uso tui ta tte ii desyo ? nexe
boku wo suku eru mono ha doku ringo
donna miraizou mo si ri taku ha na kaxtu ta
nexe ii desyo
nexe mou ii desyo ? nexe
namari gumo kara o ti te sima e tara
boku ha sayonara da yo
sou sake n de
This immature heart
If you want to worry about the sky forever
Language is among fallen leaves and dead leaves.
I've always been weak
The place where the fallen fruit stares is
Jump towards the noisy you.
Said it was pulp to be discarded.
So this is the life.
Don't be laughed at.
And don't be a comforter.
Hold your knees in a corner.
Let's meet tonight, too
Fragrant in the lonely world
It is said that a faint sweetness is the home.
Or throw stones.
Breathe.
Bite marks somewhere in the missing heart
Bury it and then bite it.
God, I'm sorry.
I've tasted enough
Want to throw it away
Hey, okay.
It's okay to cry, right? hello
The melting life is a red apple.
I'm still blue myself
Hey, okay.
You said you ran away, right hello
So I pray and eulogize now.
Just keep my state.
Say this.
Clearly only one sentence is willful.
What is not allowed is to keep yourself.
Unreasonable is regarded as reason.
Yes, that's alive.
Mingming is not even good at running.
It's hard to even stand still.
Birds that can't fly obviously have wings.
Corrupt me
What do you call it? Who is it?
coward
If it's an empty painting, it's like the smell of nectar decoration
Want to be satisfied
Is it okay to joke?
Is it okay to lie? hello
What can save me is poisonous apples.
I don't want to know what kind of future.
Hey, okay.
Hey, is that enough? hello
If you fall from the lead cloud,
I want to say goodbye.
Just shout