エルナ(水瀬いのり) – Fool on the secret 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

今日も事件が始まる
ワタシ起点まただそんな日常を
どうか誰か助けて
こんな不幸なワタシを早く

巻き込まれていく
見舞われている
事故も悲劇も災害もぜんぶ
ワタシのせいだから

しあわせなんて言葉ワタシに
一番似合わないんだよ
嗚呼みんな今日もごめんなさい
何もかもワタシのせいなの
弱くずるい甘えから出た嘘
あなただけにはバレたくないよ
嗚呼こんなにも愚かなのか
そんな自分を誰か責めてよ

同情されてる度に
安心してる自分
変なのなんて
もうとっくに気づいているの
歪　無意識の願い

朝は涙を流して起きる
いつかみんなと笑っていた夢
自業自得なのに

ごめんなさい
衝いて出てく言葉は
こればっかりになっていて
嗚呼心配をかけているのに
罪悪感は見合わなくて
恐くて言えずに隠した秘密
あなたたちにはバレたくないよ
嗚呼こんなにも壊れてるの
そんな自分でいるしかないの？

みんなの前ならば
少しくらいわがままを
言ってもきっと許される
……なんて贅沢許されていいの？

ぐしゃぐしゃになっている
逆さまなこの気持ち

しあわせなんて言葉ワタシに
一番似合わないんだよ
嗚呼みんな今日もごめんなさい
一人よがりのワタシなのに
責め尽くし殺してきた心を
掬い上げて受け入れてくれる
嗚呼そんなみんなが好きだから
きっと自分は変わろうとするの

kyou mo ziken ga hazi maru
watasi kiten mata da sonna nitizyou wo
dou ka dare ka tasu ke te
konna hukou na watasi wo haya ku

ma ki ko ma re te iku
mima wa re te iru
ziko mo higeki mo saigai mo zenbu
watasi no sei da kara

siawase nante kotoba watasi ni
itiban nia wa nai n da yo
aa minna kyou mo gomennasai
nani mokamo watasi no sei na no
yowa ku zurui ama e kara de ta uso
anata dake ni ha bare taku nai yo
aa konnani mo oro ka na no ka
sonna zibun wo dare ka se me teyo

douzyou sa re teru tabi ni
ansin si teru zibun
hen na no nante
mou tokkuni ki zui te iru no
hizumi 　 muisiki no nega i

asa ha namida wo naga si te o kiru
ituka minna to wara xtu te i ta yume
zigouzitoku na no ni

gomennasai
tu i te de teku kotoba ha
kore bakkari ni naxtu te i te
aa sinpai wo kake te iru noni
zaiakukan ha mia wa naku te
kowa ku te i e zu ni kaku si ta himitu
anata tati ni ha bare taku nai yo
aa konnani mo kowa re teru no
sonna zibun de iru sika nai no ？

minna no mae nara ba
suko si kurai wagamama wo
i xtu te mo kitto yuru sa reru
… … nante zeitaku yuru sa re te ii no ？

gusyagusya ni naxtu te iru
saka sama na kono kimo ti

siawase nante kotoba watasi ni
itiban nia wa nai n da yo
aa minna kyou mo gomennasai
hitori yogari no watasi na no ni
ze me tu kusi koro si te ki ta kokoro wo
suku i a ge te u ke i re te kureru
aa sonna minna ga su ki da kara
kitto zibun ha ka waro u to suru no

Today's events also began.
My starting point is that daily life.
Please help me.
Come on, I'm so unlucky

Be involved
Suffering from
All accidents, tragedies and disasters
Because it's my fault

What does happiness mean?
The most inappropriate.
Alas, I'm sorry today, too.
Everything is my fault.
A lie because of a weak and cunning coquetry
I don't want to be found by you alone.
Alas, so stupid?
Blame yourself for this.

Every time I feel sympathy,
A secure self
It's weird
You noticed it a long time ago.
Unconscious twisted wishes

Get up crying in the morning
A dream of laughing with everyone one day.
It's self-inflicted.

I'm sorry
The words that blurt out are
That's all that's left
Ah ah, I'm obviously worried about you.
Guilt disproportion
Too scared to tell a secret.
I don't want you to find out.
Ah, is it so bad?
Can you only be yourself like that?

If it's in front of everyone
A little headstrong
If you say it, you will be forgiven
..... What luxury can be allowed?

Careless
This upside-down mood

What does happiness mean?
The most inappropriate.
Alas, I'm sorry today, too.
I'm obviously self-righteous
A heart tortured to death
Pick it up and accept it
Ah, ah, because I like people like that.
I will definitely change myself.