歌手: Misaki
配信/発売日:2023/04/15
作詞:ミソラアイラ
作曲:ミソラアイラ
このどうしようもない感情
苦しくて辛い部屋でひとり
俯いて溜め息つく月明かりの下で
泣いて叫んで疲れ切ってしまった
僕の心はとっくの前から
限界なんだ
♪
大人なんだからちゃんとしなさい
夢を追いかける奴は馬鹿とか
あいつはもっと頑張っているとか
大抵のことは我慢しろとか
偽善振りかざす人間たちが
正論ぶって今日も非難する
もう僕はそんな言葉
とうの昔に聞き飽きたんだ
こんな世の中には
居場所なんてないんだって
手首に傷の跡がどんどん増えていく
もうこれ以上は耐えられない
生きていく勇気が僕にはない
誰にも打ち明けられない不安抱えて
今日もひとり無理して笑うんだ
生きていく勇気がない君へ
この世から
消え去ってしまいたい君は
僕には味方なんて
これっぽっちもいない
って思っているんでしょう
♪
誰にも言えない秘密があって
それを隠すため嘘をついた
そんな自分が醜くて嫌い
またただ笑って誤魔化すしかない
自分を騙して生きていくことに
いつの間にか
慣れてしまっていたんだ
テレビでは毎日誰かが死んでいて
僕がそのうちの一人になるとは
誰も思ってないでしょう
頼れる人間なんて僕にはいない
誰だって僕には興味などない
新しく出会う人間たちは
いつだって決まって口を揃えて
自分の正義を振りかざしてくるんだ
生きていく勇気がない君は
死ぬための勇気だけは持っている
死にたい気持ちを
堪えろとは言わない
それが更に君を苦しめるから
死にたい理由があるのなら
生きてみる理由を作ればいい
♪
生きていく勇気がない君へ
生きていく勇気がない君へ
この世から
消え去ってしまいたい君は
僕には味方なんて
これっぽっちもいない
って思っているんでしょう
無理して笑う必要はない
辛い時はいっそ泣いた方がいい
精一杯泣いて。泣き疲れたら休んで
落ち着いた時にまた笑えばいいから
もう一度生きたいと思える日まで
何度も…
何度も…
何度も何度も繰り返して
もう一度生きたいと思える日まで
kono dou siyoumonai kanzyou
kuru siku te kara i heya de hitori
utumu i te ta me iki tuku tukia kari no sita de
na i te sake n de tuka re ki xtu te simaxtu ta
boku no kokoro ha tokkuno mae kara
genkai na n da
♪
otona na n da kara tyanto sinasai
yume wo o i kakeru yatu ha baka toka
aitu ha motto ganba xtu te iru toka
taitei no koto ha gaman siro toka
gizen hu rikazasu ningen tati ga
seiron buxtu te kyou mo hinan suru
mou boku ha sonna kotoba
tou no mukasi ni ki ki a ki ta n da
konna yo no naka ni ha
ibasyo nante nai n da tte
tekubi ni kizu no ato ga dondon hu e te iku
mou kore izyou ha ta e rare nai
i ki te iku yuuki ga boku ni ha nai
dare ni mo u ti a ke rare nai huan kaka e te
kyou mo hitori muri si te wara u n da
i ki te iku yuuki ga nai kimi he
kono yo kara
ki e sa xtu te simai tai kimi ha
boku ni ha mikata nante
koreppotti mo i nai
tte omo xtu te iru n desyo u
♪
dare ni mo i e nai himitu ga axtu te
sore wo kaku su tame uso wo tui ta
sonna zibun ga miniku ku te kira i
mata tada wara xtu te gomaka su sika nai
zibun wo dama si te i ki te iku koto ni
ituno ma nika
na re te simaxtu te itan da
terebi de ha mainiti dare ka ga si n de i te
boku ga sono uti no hitori ni naru to ha
dare mo omo xtu te nai desyo u
tayo reru ningen nante boku ni ha i nai
dare datte boku ni ha kyoumi nado nai
atara siku dea u ningen tati ha
itu datte ki maxtu te kuti wo soro e te
zibun no seigi wo hu rikazasi te kuru n da
i ki te iku yuuki ga nai kimi ha
si nu tame no yuuki dake ha mo xtu te iru
si ni tai kimo ti wo
kota ero to ha i wa nai
sore ga sara ni kimi wo kuru simeru kara
si ni tai riyuu ga aru no nara
i ki te miru riyuu wo tuku re ba ii
♪
i ki te iku yuuki ga nai kimi he
i ki te iku yuuki ga nai kimi he
kono yo kara
ki e sa xtu te simai tai kimi ha
boku ni ha mikata nante
koreppotti mo i nai
tte omo xtu te iru n desyo u
muri si te wara u hituyou ha nai
kara i toki ha isso na i ta hou ga ii
seiippai na i te 。 na ki tuka re tara yasu n de
o ti tu i ta toki ni mata wara e ba ii kara
mou itido i ki tai to omo eru hi made
nando mo …
nando mo …
nando mo nando mo ku ri kae si te
mou itido i ki tai to omo eru hi made
This hopeless feeling
Alone in a painful room
In the moonlight with low head and sigh.
Cried and shouted, exhausted.
My heart is already there.
It has reached its limit.
♪
All adults, do it well.
Dream chasers are idiots or something.
That guy worked harder or something.
Be patient with most things.
Those hypocritical people
Put on a straight face and condemn it today.
I've already said that.
I'm tired of listening to it.
In this world
I heard that there is no place to live.
The scar on the wrist keeps increasing.
I can't take it anymore.
I have no courage to live.
With the uneasiness of not being able to talk to anyone.
Today is also a person forced to laugh.
To you who have no courage to live.
From this world
You who want to disappear
I am one of my own.
Not at all.
You're thinking, right?
♪
Have ulterior secrets.
I lied to cover that up.
I hate myself like that.
I can only fool around with a smile again.
Deceive yourself to live.
I don't know what time
Get used to it.
People die every day on TV.
I never thought I would be one of them.
Nobody thought of it, did they?
I have no one to rely on.
Nobody is interested in me.
New people I met.
It is fixed at all times and speaks with one voice.
Wave to your own justice.
You dare not live.
Only the courage to die.
With the feeling of dying.
I'm not saying be patient.
Because it will make you more miserable.
If there is a reason to want to die.
Just create a reason to try to live.
♪
To you who have no courage to live.
To you who have no courage to live.
From this world
You who want to disappear
I am one of my own.
Not at all.
You're thinking, right?
There is no need to force a smile.
It is better to cry when you are in pain.
Crying all the time. Rest when you are tired of crying.
Just laugh when you calm down.
Until the day when I want to live again.
Several times ...
Several times ...
Repeat again and again.
Until the day when I want to live again.
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