hAru – 矛盾愛 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

さよならの向こうに
残るものはないから
今はただぼんやりとした
関係で過ごしてる
限りある時間またねと
あと何度交わせるのか
わからないが長電話の続きは
明日にしようってさ
この気持ちをあと何年眠らせるの？
変わらない日々
伝えれない意味
矛盾する関係が
あの時あの場所が
僕であったなら
何かが変わっていたかな
あの時出会ったから
今の自分変わったんだ
でも募る思いはそっと
片隅に置いて
色のないキャンパスに夢を描いて
君との可能性はいらないってさ
嘘みたいな魔法にかかって
君を待ってしまう
2人で最近　初めて撮った写真
ただ見てスマホの画面ロックする
僕の心をノックするように
繰り返し見てしまう
虚しくなればそれが本心なの？
思い出だけに浸っても
気持ちは隠したままで
この気持ちをあと何年眠らせるの？
変わらない日々
伝えれない意味
矛盾する関係が
あの時あの場所が
僕であったなら
何かが変わっていたかな
最初から分かっていた
君の未来に僕が
居なくても、痛くても
忘れるからと
最後『またね』
この気持ちの終わりはいつになるの？
答えてよねぇ
分かってても、まだ
終わりたくない関係が
まだここにある
もう会わないと決めたのに
矛盾する関係で
まだ居られるけど
残りはしない思い出だから
そっと誰か隠してよ
変わらない　いつもの距離で
ありがとうと
想い離れた

sayonara no mu kou ni
noko ru mono ha nai kara
ima ha tada bonyari to si ta
kankei de su gosi teru
kagi ri aru zikan matane to
ato nando ka wa seru no ka
wakara nai ga nagadenwa no tuzu ki ha
asita ni siyo u tte sa
kono kimo ti wo ato nannen nemu ra seru no ？
ka wara nai hibi
tuta e re nai imi
muzyun suru kankei ga
ano toki ano basyo ga
boku de axtu ta nara
nani ka ga ka waxtu te i ta kana
ano toki dea xtu ta kara
ima no zibun ka waxtu ta n da
demo tuno ru omo i ha sotto
katasumi ni o i te
syoku no nai kyanpasu ni yume wo ega i te
kun to no kanousei haira nai tte sa
uso mitai na mahou ni kakaxtu te
kun wo ma xtu te simau
2 nin de saikin 　 hazi mete to xtu ta syasin
tada mi te sumaho no gamen rokku suru
boku no kokoro wo nokku suru you ni
ku ri kae si mi te simau
muna siku nare ba sore ga honsin nano ？
omo i de dake ni hita xtu te mo
kimo ti ha kaku si ta mama de
kono kimo ti wo ato nannen nemu ra seru no ？
ka wara nai hibi
tuta e re nai imi
muzyun suru kankei ga
ano toki ano basyo ga
boku de axtu ta nara
nani ka ga ka waxtu te i ta kana
saisyo kara wa kaxtu te i ta
kun no mirai ni boku ga
i naku te mo 、 ita ku te mo
wasu reru kara to
saigo 『 matane 』
kono kimo ti no o wari ha itu ni naru no ？
kota e teyo nexe
wa kaxtu te te mo 、 mada
o wari taku nai kankei ga
mada koko ni aru
mou a wa nai to ki me ta noni
muzyun suru kankei de
mada i rareru kedo
noko ri ha si nai omo i de da kara
sotto dare ka kaku si teyo
ka wara nai 　 itumo no kyori de
arigatou to
omo i hana re ta

On the other side of goodbye
Because there is nothing left.
Now it's just blurred.
Spend time in a relationship
See you in a limited time
How many times do I have to hand it in
I don't know. What's the follow-up to the long call?
He said to talk about it tomorrow.
Let this mood sleep for a few more years.
A fixed day
Meaning that cannot be conveyed.
Contradictory relationship
That place at that time
If it were me.
Is there any change?
Because I met him then.
Now I have changed.
But more and more ideas are quietly.
Put it in the corner
Depicting dreams in a colorless campus
Say you don't need to talk to your possibility
Be enchanted by lies.
I will wait for you
The first photo taken by two people recently.
Just look at the screen lock of the mobile phone.
It's like knocking on my heart
Look again and again
If it becomes empty, is it true?
Even if only immersed in memories.
Quietly
Let this mood sleep for a few more years.
A fixed day
Meaning that cannot be conveyed.
Contradictory relationship
That place at that time
If it were me.
Is there any change?
I knew from the beginning
In your future.
Even if it's not there, even if it hurts
Because I'll forget
Finally, goodbye
When will this mood end?
Don't answer me
Even if I know, I haven't.
A relationship that you don't want to end
Still here
Mingming decided not to meet again.
Because of the contradictory relationship
Although it's still there
Because it is a memory that will not remain.
Hide who gently
At the same usual distance
thank you
I haven't thought about it.