歌手: nayuta, 棗いつき
配信/発売日:2023/05/13
作詞:グシミヤギ ヒデユキ
作曲:グシミヤギ ヒデユキ
いつだって誰かの物差しで測られるのが苦手なんだ
頭の中のロック画面は今日も突破できないまま
S と N みたいに引かれ合ったり
Yes と No を曖昧にできない
こんな自分に嫌気がさす
眠れない夜が明けるのを待つ
後悔も同情も役には立たないって知ってたはずなのに
“正しさ”でがんじがらめになって身動きがとれない
でも、どこかで期待している
街中のネオンを横目に見ながら
非日常の世界へと誘われる X デー
交差点の信号機
錆びついたリテラシー
ただそこに在るだけの指標なら
いらない
You know me 憂鬱も全部
捨て去ってしまえば
暗い窮屈なこの箱庭から
きっと抜け出せるはずさ
Be myself 自分自身の
マニュアルなんて
書き換えればいい
だから今日だけはいっそ身を任せて
いたるところに有刺鉄線が張り巡らされた内面は
近づく人を傷つけてばかり まるでハリネズミのジレンマ
はあ、どうして人間ってのは生きづらい生き物なんだろう
そんな風に自問自答 理論武装
まとまらない水平思考
嘘だらけの様式美
ぬかるんだテリトリー
価値観を押し付けられたアザが
消えない
Make no sense 境界線だって
かき混ぜちゃえば
行き場をなくしたやるせない過去も
夜に溶けてくのかな
Let me break 劣等感さえも
飼い慣らして
ほんの少しだけ軽くなった体で
次の場所まで
ニセモノだった言葉が
ホンモノに変わってく
曇ってたレンズじゃ見えないままだった
当たり前のこと
あなたが教えてくれたから
Close to you ずっとそばで
分かち合えば
幼い痛みに心が苛まれても
そうさ二人なら
Take me there 遠く向こうへ
この手を引いて
煙たい言い訳も上辺の理想も
どうか、忘れさせて
itu datte dare ka no monosa si de haka ra reru no ga nigate na n da
atama no naka no rokku gamen ha kyou mo toppa deki nai mama
S to N mitai ni hi ka re a xtu tari
Yes to No wo aimai ni deki nai
konna zibun ni iya ki ga sasu
nemu re nai yoru ga a keru no wo ma tu
koukai mo douzyou mo yaku ni ha ta ta nai tte si xtu te ta hazu na no ni
“ tada si sa ” de ganzigarame ni naxtu te miugo ki ga to re nai
demo 、 dokoka de kitai si te iru
matizyuu no neon wo yokome ni mi nagara
hi nitizyou no sekai he to saso wa reru X de-
kousaten no singouki
sa bitui ta riterasi-
tada soko ni a ru dake no sihyou nara
ira nai
You know me yuuutu mo zenbu
su te sa xtu te simae ba
kura i kyuukutu na kono hakoniwa kara
kitto nu ke da seru hazu sa
Be myself zibun zisin no
manyuaru nante
ka ki ka ere ba ii
da kara kyou dake ha isso mi wo maka se te
itaru tokoro ni yuusitessen ga ha ri megu rasa re ta naimen ha
tika zuku hito wo kizu tuke te bakari marude harinezumi no zirenma
ha a 、 dou si te ningen tte no ha i ki zurai i ki mono na n daro u
sonna huu ni zimonzitou riron busou
matomara nai suiheisikou
uso darake no yousikibi
nukarun da teritori-
katikan wo o si tu ke rare ta aza ga
ki e nai
Make no sense kyoukaisen datte
kaki ma ze tyae ba
i ki ba wo naku si ta yarusenai kako mo
yoru ni to ke teku no kana
Let me break rettoukan sae mo
ka i na rasi te
honno suko si dake karu ku naxtu ta karada de
tugi no basyo made
nisemono daxtu ta kotoba ga
honmono ni ka waxtu teku
kumo xtu te ta renzu zya mi e nai mama daxtu ta
a tari mae no koto
anata ga osi e te kure ta kara
Close to you zutto soba de
wa kati a e ba
osana i ita mi ni kokoro ga saina ma re te mo
sousa hutari nara
Take me there too ku mu kou he
kono te wo hi i te
kemu tai i i wake mo uwabe no risou mo
dou ka 、 wasu re sase te
I'm always bad at measuring by other people's standards.
The locked picture in my mind failed to break through today.
Attract each other like s and n
Can't blur yes and no
Tired of being like this.
Waiting for the sleepless night.
Knowing that regret and sympathy are useless.
Constrained by "correctness", unable to move.
But, somewhere, looking forward to it
Looking sideways at the neon lights in the street.
X-day invited to the non-everyday world
Traffic lights at intersections
Rusty accomplishment
If it's just an indicator that exists there
have no use for
All the melancholy
If you throw it away,
From this dark and narrow box
We can get rid of it.
Be myself's own
Manual or something.
Just rewrite it
So today is the only day to simply commit yourself to this.
The inside of barbed wire is everywhere
Light hurts people who are close, just like the dilemma of hedgehogs.
Ah, why are people such hard-to-survive creatures?
Armed with such self-questioning and self-answering theory
Thinking at random level.
Formal beauty full of lies
Muddy area
Bruises imposed with values.
Will not disappear
Say it's the Make no sense boundary line
If you stir it.
A barren past without a foothold.
Will it melt at night?
Even Let me break inferiority complex.
Accustomed to raising
With a slightly lighter body
Go to the next place
If it was fake,
Become true
Can't be seen with a blurred lens.
a matter of course
Because you told me.
Close to you is always around.
If you share it
Even if the heart is tortured by young pain.
Yeah, if it's two people.
Take me there towards the distant
Take this hand
Vague excuses or superficial ideals.
Please, let me forget.