曲名:命の不始末
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配信/発売日:2023/06/07
作詞:アフロ
作曲:UK

「君は君らしく」
なんて言われるまでもなく俺は
俺にしかなれず
クズでカス 罪と罰 積み重ねた全てが崩れ去る
まさに命の不始末
俺が不幸にしたんだと思います
浴びる罵声こそ相応しく思います
許されることを 望むことすらも烏滸がましく
謝罪の言葉さえ持て余す
油断するとまたすぐに悲劇ぶる
そんな資格が俺にあるはずもなく
下らない人生 切りきざんで叩き売る
品のない商売 小汚い生涯
この期に及んで未だにこびりついてる愚かな性欲
必死で手なづける 無様なイチモツ この手でしごく
一時の快楽 冷め 我に返る

どのツラを下げてたってどこへもいけやしないんだ
詫びても詫びてもとても詫び切れやしないんだ
行く宛もなくあるはずもなくため息は深く
自業自得の闇に焼かれながら眠るんだ
どのツラを下げたってどこへもいけやしないんだ
詫びても詫びてもとても詫び切れやしないんだ
おめおめと生きる 命の不始末

「いっそ殺せ!」なんて 呟く
だけど本当に危険が迫ったとしたら恐らく
命乞いする 自分の姿が目に浮かぶ
惨めで下劣 賤しくも卑劣
すぐに泣くんだよ これまで大切な人を裏切り泣かせてきた奴程に
後ろめたいから 許されていたいから
自作自演の涙に酔っぱらい震えてる 卑怯者
生まれ変わることはできないとしても
生き直すことは果たして出来るのだろうか
本当はまだ少しだけ信じてしまってる
自分の価値 この先の光
「そんなもんねえよ」 って言い聞かせ
踏み消して目を逸らす だがしかしそれでも確かに燃え盛る
消しても消せない炎が残る 訥々と揺れてる この火と生きていく

どのツラを下げてたってどこへもいけやしないんだ
詫びても詫びてもとても詫び切れやしないんだ
行く宛もなくあるはずもなくため息は深く
自業自得の闇に焼かれながら眠るんだ
どのツラを下げたって どこへもいけやしないんだ
詫びても詫びてもとても詫び切れやしないんだ
おめおめと生きる 命の不始末

少しは楽にならないものかと
飲めないクセに 飲み干した安物の酎ハイの味は まるで殺虫剤のようで
それなのに胸の中の弱虫は殺せないままで
夜が少しずつ明けて空が紫色に染まっていくのと同時に
酔った勢いで生まれた希望が
酔いが覚める勢いで絶望に変わっていく
それをなす術もなく ただ眺めているのです

どのツラを下げてたってどこへもいけやしないんだ
詫びても詫びてもとても詫び切れやしないんだ
行く宛もなくあるはずもなく ため息は深く
自業自得の闇に焼かれながら眠るんだ
どのツラを下げたってどこへもいけやしないんだ
詫びても詫びてもとても詫び切れやしないんだ
おめおめと生きる 命の不始末
命の不始末

「 kimi ha kimi rasiku 」
nante i wa reru made mo naku ore ha
ore ni sika nare zu
kuzu de kasu   tumi to batu   tu mi kasa ne ta sube te ga kuzu re sa ru
masani inoti no husimatu
ore ga hukou ni si ta n da to omo i masu
a biru basei koso husawa siku omo i masu
yuru sa reru koto wo   nozo mu koto sura mo oko gamasiku
syazai no kotoba sae mo te ama su
yudan suru to mata sugu ni higeki buru
sonna sikaku ga ore ni aru hazu mo naku
kuda ranai zinsei   ki rikizan de tata ki u ru
hin no nai syoubai   kogitana i syougai
kono ki ni oyo n de ima da ni kobiritui teru oro ka na seiyoku
hissi de te nazukeru   buzama na iti motu   kono te de sigoku
一 zi no kairaku   sa me   ware ni kae ru

dono tura wo sa ge te ta tte doko he mo ike ya si nai n da
wa bi te mo wa bi te mo totemo wa bi gi re ya si nai n da
i ku zutu mo naku aru hazu mo naku tame iki ha huka ku
zigouzitoku no yami ni ya ka re nagara nemu ru n da
dono tura wo sa ge ta tte doko he mo ike ya si nai n da
wa bi te mo wa bi te mo totemo wa bi gi re ya si nai n da
omeome to i kiru   inoti no husimatu

「 isso koro se ! 」 nante   tubuya ku
da kedo hontou ni kiken ga sema xtu ta to si tara oso raku
inotigo i suru   zibun no sugata ga me ni u kabu
mizi me de geretu   iya siku mo hiretu
sugu ni na ku n da yo   koremade taisetu na hito wo uragi ri na ka se te ki ta yatu hodo ni
usi rometai kara   yuru sa re te itai kara
zisakuzien no namida ni yo pparai huru e teru   hikyoumono
u mare ka waru koto ha deki nai to si te mo
i ki nao su koto ha ha tasite deki ru no daro u ka
hontou ha mada suko si dake sin zi te simaxtu teru
zibun no kati   kono saki no hikari
「 sonna mon nee yo 」   tte i i ki kase
hu mi ke si te me wo so rasu   daga sikasi soredemo tasi ka ni mo e saka ru
ke si te mo ke se nai honoo ga noko ru   totutotu to yu re teru   kono hi to i ki te iku

dono tura wo sa ge te ta tte doko he mo ike ya si nai n da
wa bi te mo wa bi te mo totemo wa bi gi re ya si nai n da
i ku zutu mo naku aru hazu mo naku tame iki ha huka ku
zigouzitoku no yami ni ya ka re nagara nemu ru n da
dono tura wo sa ge ta tte   doko he mo ike ya si nai n da
wa bi te mo wa bi te mo totemo wa bi gi re ya si nai n da
omeome to i kiru   inoti no husimatu

suko si ha raku ni nara nai mono ka to
no me nai kuse ni   no mi ho si ta yasumono no tyu- hai no azi ha   marude sattyuuzai no you de
sorenanoni mune no naka no yowamusi ha koro se nai mama de
yoru ga suko sizutu a kete sora ga murasakiiro ni so maxtu te iku no to douzi ni
yo xtu ta ikio i de u mare ta kibou ga
yo i ga sa meru ikio i de zetubou ni ka waxtu te iku
sore wo nasu sube mo naku   tada naga me te iru no desu

dono tura wo sa ge te ta tte doko he mo ike ya si nai n da
wa bi te mo wa bi te mo totemo wa bi gi re ya si nai n da
i ku zutu mo naku aru hazu mo naku   tame iki ha huka ku
zigouzitoku no yami ni ya ka re nagara nemu ru n da
dono tura wo sa ge ta tte doko he mo ike ya si nai n da
wa bi te mo wa bi te mo totemo wa bi gi re ya si nai n da
omeome to i kiru   inoti no husimatu
inoti no husimatu

"You look like you."
Needless to say, I
It can only be me.
Everything that was punished and punished for dross disappeared.
It is the indiscretion of life
I think I caused the misfortune.
The abuse is the corresponding.
It is naive to hope to be forgiven.
I can't even finish apologizing.
Accidentally, it immediately became a tragedy.
I can't possibly have that qualification.
Sale at the last minute of boring life
A tasteless business; A dirty life
Stupid sexual desire that is still entangled in this issue.
Desperately tame, stroke with these hands.
Awaken from a moment of happiness

No matter which condition is lowered, it won't work anywhere.
I'm sorry whether I apologize or not.
Shouldn't have nowhere to go, with a deep sigh
Fall asleep in the self-inflicted darkness
No matter which wig you lower, you can't go anywhere.
I'm sorry whether I apologize or not.
An honest living life is disorderly.

"Just kill him! Mutter something
But if there is real danger, I'm afraid
I can see myself begging for others in my mind.
Sad, mean and mean
I'm about to cry. I've betrayed an important person so far and made him cry.
I want to be forgiven because I feel guilty.
A despicable person who is drunk and trembling with tears directed and performed by himself.
Even if you can't be reborn
Can you really turn over a new leaf?
Actually, I still believe it a little.
Your own value, the light of the future.
He said, "Nothing like that."
Although stepping out the line of sight, it is really burning.
Even if it is extinguished, the flame that can't be extinguished remains and lives with the swaying fire.

No matter which condition is lowered, it won't work anywhere.
I'm sorry whether I apologize or not.
Shouldn't have nowhere to go, with a deep sigh
Fall asleep in the self-inflicted darkness
No matter which wig you lower, you can't go anywhere.
I'm sorry whether I apologize or not.
An honest living life is disorderly.

I wonder if it will be more comfortable.
Can't drink the habit of drinking dry cheap wine as delicious as pesticides.
Even so, the coward in my heart can't be killed.
The night is brighter and brighter, and the sky is dyed purple at the same time.
Hope arising from drunkenness.
Gradually turn into despair with the trend of sobering up
There is no way, just watching.

No matter which condition is lowered, it won't work anywhere.
I'm sorry whether I apologize or not.
Shouldn't have nowhere to go, with a deep sigh
Fall asleep in the self-inflicted darkness
No matter which wig you lower, you can't go anywhere.
I'm sorry whether I apologize or not.
An honest living life is disorderly.
Life is disorderly.

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