堂村璃羽 – lost love 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

ただなにもないこの世界で
僕らなりの正解を探して
きっと戻れもしないあの日に
その心は縋りついてた
君を求めることばかりで
君のいない明日なんて忘れて
その君がいない そんな日々が
襲う1人きりの夜に
泣き叫んで 死にたくなっても
君はもう寄り添ってくれないから
この痛みを この涙を
君以上に愛してあげるんだ
戻りたいよ 求めたいよ
同じことを繰り返すだけなんて
わかっているよ だから僕は
君と離れることにしたんだ

ただ君と過ごして
悲しいことばかりじゃなかったよ
むしろ君がいてくれた
おかげで生きられた日々ばかりだった
でも君に依存して
いつの日か君以外が見えなくて
だから僕が僕のため
君との別れを僕はえらんだんだ

ただ泣いて笑ってた
そんな日々が
夢の中にすらも
現れてゆく
また眠れないまま
夜を明けて
カーテンの隙間に
記憶が溶けてく

ずっと夢で君を探してた
疲れなんてとっくに置いていった
離れるべきなんて知ってた
だけど身体は君を求めてた
僕らどこが違ってしまったんだろう
擦り切れるほどに考えたでも
答えは見つかりはしなかった
だから僕は僕を選んだんだ

もっと愛して愛してなんて思いすら
いらないから もういらないから
ずっと泣いて 泣いての繰り返しでも
君のことを忘れるよ きっと
いつか

tada nanimonai kono sekai de
boku ra nari no seikai wo saga si te
kitto modo re mo si nai ano hi ni
sono kokoro ha suga ritui te ta
kun wo moto meru koto bakari de
kun no i nai asita nante wasu re te
sono kimi ga i nai sonna hibi ga
oso u 1 nin kiri no yoru ni
na ki sake n de si ni taku naxtu te mo
kun ha mou yo ri so xtu te kure nai kara
kono ita mi wo kono namida wo
kimi izyou ni ai si te ageru n da
modo ri tai yo moto me tai yo
ona zi koto wo ku ri kae su dake nante
wakaxtu te iru yo dakara boku ha
kun to hana reru koto ni si ta n da

tada kimi to su gosi te
kana sii koto bakari zya nakaxtu ta yo
musiro kimi ga i te kure ta
okage de i ki rare ta hibi bakari daxtu ta
demo kimi ni izon si te
itu no hi ka kimi igai ga mi e naku te
da kara boku ga boku no tame
kun to no waka re wo boku ha eran da n da

tada na i te wara xtu te ta
sonna hibi ga
yume no naka ni sura mo
arawa re te yuku
mata nemu re nai mama
yoru wo a kete
ka-ten no sukima ni
kioku ga to ke teku

zutto yume de kimi wo saga si te ta
tuka re nante tokkuni o i te ixtu ta
hana reru beki nante si xtu te ta
da kedo sintai ha kimi wo moto me te ta
boku ra doko ga tiga xtu te simaxtu ta n daro u
su ri ki reru hodo ni kanga e ta demo
kota e ha mi tukari ha si nakaxtu ta
da kara boku ha boku wo era n da n da

motto ai si te ai si te nante omo i sura
ira nai kara mou ira nai kara
zutto na i te na i te no ku ri kae si demo
kun no koto wo wasu reru yo kitto
ituka

In this world with nothing.
Looking for our own correct answers.
On the day when I can't go back
That heart is entangled.
Just chasing you
Forget tomorrow without you.
Life without you
On the lonely night of the attack
Even if you want to cry and die
Because you won't be with me anymore.
Turn this pain into this tear
I will love you more than you.
I want to go back, I want to seek
Actually just repeat the same thing.
I know, so I
I decided to part with you.

Just spend it with you
It's not all sad things
I'd rather have you here.
Thanks to you, I live every day.
But relying on you
One day I can't see anything but you.
So I did it for me
I have no choice to break up with you.

Just crying and laughing
Days like that
Even in dreams.
Appear gradually
Can't sleep again.
It's getting light.
In the crack of the curtain
Memory ablation

I've been looking for you in my dreams
Tired or something, I have long given up.
I know I should leave.
But the body is looking for you.
What's the difference between us
Although I'm exhausted from thinking about it
No answer was found.
So I chose me.

I even want to love more and then love.
I don't need it because I don't need it.
Even if I have been crying and crying repeatedly.
I will definitely forget you.
one day