歌手: さとみ
配信/発売日:2023/09/13
作詞:ナノウ
作曲:ナノウ
いつの間にか夜が明けていて 眠れないまままた朝が来て
僕の最低な人生を 太陽が無視して昇ってく
鏡に映った酷い顔が 薄ら笑ってはこっちを睨む
「何の価値も無い奴の癖に よくもまあ生きてられたもんだ」
夢とか理想とか 現実が全て塗りつぶして
そのあと残るのは 何処へも行けない僕の心
こんなに苦しいのは それでも願ってやまないから
ただただ笑って生きたいだけ
何度も引き裂いて 引き裂いて 破り捨てたページの
一番端に書いた言葉は何だったの
笑われて 貶されて 全部間違いな気がして
一つもほら 答えが出ないまま
また今日が始まった
幸せを掴んで笑う人 その裏でずっと泣いてる人
何処かに光が射すのなら 射さない場所には影が出来る
それならこんな憂鬱な日も 誰かの為になってんのかな
どうせどちらかになるのならば 僕もそっち側に入れてくれよ
他人に教わった 安全な道の歩き方を
必死で真似ても 同じところでまた躓いて
僕らしい正解など 誰も教えてはくれないなら
自分で探して行くしかないよな
何度も諦めて 諦めて 塗り潰した黒い絵の
一番底で今も眠ったままの色
期待して 砕かれて 信じるのが怖くなって
一つもほら 選べないまま
目の前を過ぎていく
最初に描いてた 美しい人生とは
ほど遠い毎日 ただただ歩いた
そうやって辿り着いた 場所が今ここなんだとしたら
全部必然 それなら今日も歩くしかないよ ほら
何度も引き裂いて 引き裂いて 破り捨てたページの
一番端に書いた言葉をまだ覚えてる
笑われて 貶されて 全部間違いな気がして
「それでも」ってさ 静かに呟いて
また今日が始まった
「大丈夫」ってさ いつかは言えるように
また今日が始まるよ
ituno ma nika yoru ga a ke te i te nemu re nai mama mata asa ga ko te
boku no saitei na zinsei wo taiyou ga musi si te nobo xtu teku
kagami ni utu xtu ta hido i kao ga usu ra wara xtu te ha kotti wo nira mu
「 nani no kati mo na i yatu no kuse ni yoku mo maa i ki te rare ta mon da 」
yume toka risou toka genzitu ga sube te nu ritubusi te
sono ato noko ru no ha doko he mo i ke nai boku no kokoro
konnani kuru sii no ha sore demo nega xtu te yama nai kara
tadatada wara xtu te i ki tai dake
nando mo hi ki sa i te hi ki sa i te yabu ri su te ta pe-zi no
itiban hasi ni ka i ta kotoba ha nani daxtu ta no
wara wa re te kena sa re te zenbu matiga i na ki ga si te
hito tu mo hora kota e ga de nai mama
mata kyou ga hazi maxtu ta
siawa se wo tuka n de wara u hito sono ura de zutto na i teru hito
doko ka ni hikari ga sa su no nara sa sa nai basyo ni ha kage ga de ku ru
sore nara konna yuuutu na hi mo dare ka no tame ni naxtu ten no kana
douse dotiraka ni naru no nara ba boku mo sotti gawa ni i re te kureyo
tanin ni oso waxtu ta anzen na miti no aru ki kata wo
hissi de mane te mo ona zi tokoro de mata tumazu i te
boku rasii seikai nado dare mo osi e te ha kure nai nara
zibun de saga si te i ku sika nai yo na
nando mo akira me te akira me te nu ri tubu si ta kuro i e no
itibansoko de ima mo nemu xtu ta mama no iro
kitai si te kuda ka re te sin ziru no ga kowa ku naxtu te
hito tu mo hora era be nai mama
me no mae wo su gi te iku
saisyo ni ega i te ta utuku sii zinsei to ha
hodo too i mainiti tadatada aru i ta
sou yaxtu te tado ri tu i ta basyo ga ima koko na n da to si tara
zenbu hituzen sore nara kyou mo aru ku sika nai yo hora
nando mo hi ki sa i te hi ki sa i te yabu ri su te ta pe-zi no
itiban hasi ni ka i ta kotoba wo mada obo e teru
wara wa re te kena sa re te zenbu matiga i na ki ga si te
「 soredemo 」 tte sa sizu ka ni tubuya i te
mata kyou ga hazi maxtu ta
「 daizyoubu 」 tte sa ituka ha i eru you ni
mata kyou ga hazi maru yo
Before I knew it, it was dawn, and I couldn't sleep. Morning came again.
The sun rises in spite of my worst life.
The terrible face in the mirror stared at this side with a faint smile
"The fault of a worthless guy is still alive."
Dreams, ideals and reality are all filled.
After that, what's left is my heart that can't go anywhere.
So painful, I still can't help but hope.
Just want to live with a smile.
Tear, tear, tear and throw pages several times.
What is written at the bottom?
Being laughed at and belittled, I feel all wrong
There is no answer.
It started again today.
Catch the person who laughs happily, the person who has been crying behind it.
If there is light, shadows will appear where there is no light.
In that case, is this gloomy day for others?
Anyway, if you want to become a party, let me go in, too.
Take the safe way you have learned from others.
Trying to imitate is lame again in the same place.
If no one tells me the correct answer like me
I'll have to find it myself
Give up many times, give up and daub it in black.
The lowest color that still sleeps today.
Expectation is broken, afraid to believe.
I can't choose one.
Pass by in front of your eyes
The beautiful life described at the beginning is
Every day far away is just gone.
If this is where we got here now.
If it's all inevitable, we can only go today.
Tear, tear, tear and throw pages several times.
Remember what was written at the end?
Being laughed at and belittled, I feel all wrong
"Even so," murmured quietly.
It started again today.
Just like saying "it doesn't matter" one day.
Today is going to start again.