歌手: ミセカイ
配信/発売日:2023/09/20
作詞:アマアラシ
作曲:アマアラシ
神様、わたしはどうして
人と同じではいれないの
陽の当たる背中だけ
暖かくて
蔑んでしまった感情も
分かち合いを記した歓声も
紙切れの中にいる
積み上がっていった焦燥も
積み上がってく程に哀傷に
変わるでしょう
絶やさないで
誰かの所為にしたこの日々が
あどけなく描き連ねた
絵本の様に
息苦しさも噛み締めて
いつの日か会える筈だ
私のgifted
人様、あなたはどうして
自分が世界の中心でいられると
思えるの?計れるの?
何を知った気になっているのでしょう?
理解のない甘い軟い脆い憂い鈍い諄い狂い辛い
誰かの所為にしては逃げ惑い
曖昧に書き殴った
絵画の様に
他人と違うことを恐れずに
今を掴み取れるのは
私自身だ
・才能がある・感性がある
・聡明である・人より優れてる
類の声に踊り踊らされる
考えても 考えても
何ものにもなれない
私だけのものは何
自分を重ねたこの部屋が
宛もなく崩れていく
“壊さないで”
誰かの所為にしたこの日々も
あどけなく描き残した
絵本の様に
向き合う事から逃げないで
今だけは唯一無二の
私はgifted
kamisama 、 watasi ha dou si te
zin to ona zi de ha ire nai no
hi no a taru senaka dake
atata kaku te
sagesu n de simaxtu ta kanzyou mo
wa kati a i wo siru si ta kansei mo
kamiki re no naka ni iru
tu mi a gaxtu te ixtu ta syousou mo
tu mi a gaxtu teku hodo ni aisyou ni
ka waru desyo u
ta yasa nai de
dare ka no sei ni si ta kono hibi ga
adokenaku ega ki tura ne ta
ehon no you ni
ikiguru si sa mo ka mi si me te
itu no hi ka a eru hazu da
watasi no gifted
hitosama 、 anata ha dou si te
zibun ga sekai no tyuusin de i rareru to
omo eru no ? haka reru no ?
nani wo si xtu ta ki ni naxtu te iru no desyo u ?
rikai no nai ama i yawa i moro i ure i nibu i kudo i kuru i zura i
dare ka no sei ni si te ha ni ge mado i
aimai ni ka ki nagu xtu ta
kaiga no you ni
tanin to tiga u koto wo oso re zu ni
ima wo tuka mi to reru no ha
watasi zisin da
・ sainou ga aru ・ kansei ga aru
・ soumei de aru ・ hito yori sugu re teru
rui no koe ni odo ri odo ra sareru
kanga e te mo kanga e te mo
nani mono ni mo na re nai
watasi dake no mono ha nani
zibun wo kasa ne ta kono heya ga
ate mo naku kuzu re te iku
“ kowa sa nai de ”
dare ka no sei ni si ta kono hibi mo
adokenaku ega ki noko si ta
ehon no you ni
mu ki a u koto kara ni ge nai de
ima dake ha yuiitumuni no
watasi ha gifted
God, why should I?
Can't you be like others?
Only the back of the sun shines
It's warm.
So are contemptuous feelings.
There are also recorded cheers of sharing.
In a piece of paper
More and more anxiety
The more you pile up, the sadder you get.
Will it change?
Don't cut off
Do this day for sb.
Painted innocently.
Like a picture book
Hold back breathing difficulties
We should be able to meet one day
It's my fault.
My Lord, why are you?
If I can become the center of the world
What do you think? Energy?
What do you care about knowing?
Don't understand the sweet, soft, fragile, sad, slow, crazy, painful.
Be at a loss for the sake of others.
Write in an ambiguous way
Picturesque
Don't be afraid to be different.
What can catch the present is
It's me.
Have talent and sensibility
Be superior to smart people
Be moved by human voice
think it over and over again
of no help
What is only my thing?
This room that folds itself together
Virtually collapsed.
"Don't destroy"
So is this day for others.
Childishly wrote it down.
Like a picture book
Don't run away from what you face.
Now it is unique.
I'm given